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Ashton Kutcher Is THAT Much of a Hottie.

2007-01-24T00:35:00.000-08:00

just wanted to remind you why ASHTON KUTCHER is the HOTTEST GUY EVER!!!

finally.im updating again.

2007-01-21T23:04:00.000-08:00

not that it matters cuz no one reads my blog.
im sucha loser.hah!whats new??

so many things have happened to me
these past few days.from the weird, to the
WEIRDEST.so which one should i start?
i'll start with the recent one i guess
cuz i cant seem to remember the olders
weird events.

i had work last saturday,dated 20th jan 2007.
well,it was well after 10 pm and i figured out there
would be no one using the toilet at my workplace.
being fickle minded,i didnt know whether to use the
normal toilet or the toilet in the shower room.i wanted to
have a bigger space so i decided to go for the shower with
the toilet in it.i saw cubicle no. 1 and saw that the door was
unlocked.as a normal human being would assume,i knew
it for sure that its empty.so here i go,so excited to pee at
the big shower room,and saw something.oh its nothing,
just a naked man...........ITS A BLOODY NAKED MAN!!!!!
wads wrong with these people!!arent u like supposed to lock
ur doors while having a shower?!i got the shock of my life and
just ran like nobody's business.i hope the naked guy didn't see me
cuz if he did,then wouldnt he be ashamed?actually,i dont think he
would cuz its like their culture to not lock their doors when they
shower...maybe.im nt sure.well whatever it is,it might scare little girls..
like me.for that,i got so disturbed that i just stayed in the kitchen
for a whole 15 mins.before i went out,i checked whether the
guy was still there.thank god,he isnt.the only good thing
that comes out of this is like...hes kinda cute at first.after seeing
him naked,that totally changed the whole cute outlook.
yeuch!!!maybe i wunt call this weird.its just disturbing.

2nd weird and disgusting event that happened today.
khaldun aka dirty boy spitted his food all over me.
he was chewing his food happily and i guess he's dat much
of a glutton,wanting to finish every bit of food on his plate as
fast as he can,and i guess he choked on his food.and boom!!!
next thing i know,spit and pieces of food that smelt like bile
was all over me.IT WAS THAT DISGUSTING.of cuz blood was
boiling and i got so pissed that i shouted at south canteen.
it wasnt a teeny weeny bit funny.i mean,I SMELT LIKE BILE!!!!
that is like fuckin disgustin!!!sulas,being the nice girl,helped me
cleaned up the shit vomited upon me.after a while,i thot it was
a bit funny and i laughed.but at the same time,still cursing
khaldun and shouting.everyone was starin but i didnt care
cuz it was dat funny and tat smelly.haha.

Everything is SUCH A DRAG!!!!

2007-01-13T23:53:00.000-08:00

im beginnin to hate these days.i've been feelin
so much under the weather cause of
1.the weather!
goodness,someone just kidnap(wait,im nt a kid so
am i suppose to be teen-nap?hmm.)me and throw me in
a suitcase and fly me to california or san diego
or WHEREVER SUNNY!!!!!!
i've been feelin so goddamn lazy and tired and all i
wanna do is just sleep and eat and make myself FAT!!
the sad part is,i actually have to go study for this upcomin
statistics test which will cost me 30% if i freakin flunk
the stupid test!tests sucks!!!all i've done for the past three
days is watch tv,stare at the rain then fall asleep and
then wakin up to watch tv again with my so called
mini fridge beside me!!the only positive outcome from this
is maybe JUST MAYBE i'll get fatter!!!!

2.i said no to the guy i liked.
yes,to my own amazement,i actually do have a love life.
just that it just isnt what i had been dreaming of all this while.
why cant love be easier?why must there be commitment?
why oh why oh why?!?!?!?!..sigh i miss him...SIGH!!!...

3.projects makes me feel cranky!
seriously,i get so stressed up just thinkin about projects!
i got two projects due before the BIG ASSHOLIC EXAMS!
but i havent even take a look at the instructions papers.
come to think of it,i dont even know where the heck they
are!goodness.im so literally and physically DEAD!.

someone just shoot me in the head!

A TOTAL RIPOFF!!!!!!

2006-12-25T08:25:00.000-08:00

1.McCafe.
a total ripoff!!Double Chocolate costs like
$3.50ish and it tastes like....CRAP!!!!
come to think of it,it was so BLAND!!!
being tasteless and expensive is another thing,
but how is oreo and chocolate DOUBLE CHOCO?!??
oreo is not even choco to start with!!...
A TOTAL RIPOFF!!!!

2.that program show,Girls Aloud.
i think thats the title.i feel like that show
is like an awful-er remake of Simple Life.
you know how Paris and Nicole has to
experience different jobs to earn their
money to go back home(hollywood ryte??)
well in this case,we have Rosalyn(aka Paris
as she is the taller one)and XiaXue(i dunt
noe who she is but shes buttugly and shes
short so im guessing shes Nicole)tryin out different
jobs and being totally outrageous.(of course its ok
for Paris and Nicole to be outrageous,THEY'RE HOT!!!)
but attitude wise,XiaXue is like Paris and Rosalyn is the
sane one.(i think nicole is sane)

ergh!!!!

I WANNA HAVE A BOYFRIEND.....NOW!!!!!!!!

2006-12-13T05:48:00.000-08:00

its so awfully irritating when u're hanging ard
with people in relationship........they're so......
FULL OF LOVE U NOE!!!dats quite annoying
coz i always have this certain dissing session with
my mates where we will jus like diss other people
be it our friends or anyone.(ok,so we're mean,but
its all in the name of fun!!)

most of my friends noware either in a relationship,
chasing someone or being chased after by
someone.my friends' partners will all
be interlink and some way or another,we all know
each other.so here i go,dissing this girl and my friend
who likes her will get angry.a few months b4,
he didnt care a hoot abouthow she would feel
if she heard whutever i said about her.
(anyway,i just made fun of the girl.
even when the girl is der,i'd still make fun of her.
its nt like im talkin bhind her back or
whutever okay??)

so why do i need a bf?
1.to be filled with love
2.get rid of all the hatred in me(yeah ryte!!!)
3.to talk about my partner.(be it bad or nice)
4.to have that daze in ur eyes whenever u talk
about ur partner.
5.to be smiling even at his lames stupidest joke.
6.to kick him ard.
7.to punch him hard.
8.to shout at him when im mad.
9.to curse him whenever i want to.
10.to be pampered by him.
11.to be showered with gifts.
12.to ignore him.
13.to get angry with him.
14.to tease him.
15.to let him carry my bag.
16.to hold his hand.
17.to let him hold my clammy hand.
18.to play hard to get.
19.did i mention to kick him?
20.did i mention to punch him.

IM NOT ASKIN FOR MUCH YOU KNOW!!!!

so basically,those are one of the reasons to why i NEED
a bf...and ya!!i forgot to love him..yep..thats it.
anyway,im still waiting for ashton kutcher to ask me out.
still waiting!!!

Cool Things To Do When You're A Loser.

2006-12-10T02:13:00.000-08:00

1.Go on a blind date.
woahhh....i think going on a blind date really is cool.
whats cool about it is that....YOU DONT KNOW
WHOS YOUR PARTNER GONNA BE!!!!
if u're lucky,u'll get some hot guy.(but come to
think of it,why would hot guys go on a blind date?
they're already hot enough and dont need
blind dates.but whutever)well, if u're just
unfortunate,just try to have fun with the guy.
but its so full of suspense right?!?!...
i love suspense.

2.Watch Porn.
cause you lack of that certain charm to go out with
any girls(or guys!!),i guess you might have that
sexual desire building up and not "realeasing" your desires.
watching porn is good.
you can just watch porn even when u're bored.
(Note:if u havent realised,porn might makes
u get a LITTLE too excited.watch at your own risk)

3.Go do voluntary stuff.
im not saying that volunteers are losers.but losers tend
to get a whole lot of spare time and instead of just
waiting for it to pass,might as well u spend it meaningfully
right??..i am so right...

4.Join dating channels.
you might actually find ur soulmate!!!...or not...
but...GIVE IT A SHOT!!!

5.Stalk your hot neighbour.
yea.this is cool.stalking hot girls(or guys)
is such a cool thing to do.it takes time and
its suspenseful.for example,you might get
lucky and see them changing...COOL!!!
if u dunt have a hot neighbour,
even that old lady living next to u will do.
if u're lucky,u might see her just sleeping....
yaaaa......COOL OR WHUT!?!?!?

6.Blog about "Cool Things To Do When You're A Loser."
well,that explains why im bloggin abt this.

Just continue being a loser.
if you're so good at that,WHY CHANGE?!?!
sheesh.
Note:these are only applied for losers.

Victim,Every Tueday,Me.

2006-12-05T07:34:00.000-08:00

yea.its me alright.its always me.damn.
but its funny.ok.so from my title,what i'm trying
to say is,EVERY TUESDAY,I'LL BE THE VICTIM
OF MY ANNOYING CLASSMATES' PRANKS.

what was the prank abt today.basically,carrying me
to this lecture room,which is "bald"(bald here means that
the chairs had been stripped off from the room) just like
rahman's bald and ugly toyol-lookin head.yeah.so its dark
and stuffy.its supposedly scary.

for the first time,i SO GREATLY appreciate my legs.
(okay,im so so so so lying here.i like my legs.infact,
I LOVE THEM!!!)
i pushed my feet against anything that would stop me
from going into the room.haha.i succeeded!!!...

2nd try,they got me in,cuz i was like..."okay,lets just
get this over and done with"..so in the end,i struggled
for abit and it ended up me,rahman and lee were in
the room together!!...hahah..damn losers.wanna play
a prank on me but they themselves got "prank-ed"
(is there even such a word????)

my classmates are beyond help.they are oh so crazy.....
WHICH MAKES LIFE MUCH MORE FUN!!!!!!....
after the prank thingy,we played ICE AND WATER!!!
outside NYP's Auditorium!!!.

so a crazy bunch of maniacs were there,running ard
and makin noise like as if its no bloody business of ours
and best of all,the security guard on duty was jus watchin.
HE HAD F TO THE U TO THE NN in him i suppose.
not like the other guard who didnt like FUN!!!!
party pooper!!!!

most craziest bunch of people,most irritating bunch of people,
but...I LOVE THEM!!!!!.....

Mommy!!!Help Me!!!!...I'mmm........boredddd....

2006-12-03T00:08:00.000-08:00

haha.i noe.its lame.but whatever.
im bored and feeling so damn lazy today.
someone asked me out but i refused him cuz
i was too lazy.but now im bored and hes ald
at vivo and i wudnt wanna trouble him to come back
to bedok just to fetch me and den go back to
vivo.haha.i noe he wudnt let me go there alone
cuz..hes just plain crazy.hes just the craziest....

ok.so i dunt noe whut to talk abt today.
blogging had been very difficult for me.
i cant seem to have anyting to talk about
or in this case,write about.BUT I WANNA BLOG!!!
sigh...

bah~im ending here.

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2006-12-01T08:34:00.000-08:00

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NoNo.I Only Posed!!It Wasnt That Bad!!

2006-12-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

yes.the one lying on the floor lookin weird was me.of course, i was exaggerating.actually, i was up and ready to go but Aaron wanted to take a pic so i decided to give a wacky pose.haha.i love that my leg was in the air.cute right?haha.the way i feel was cuter.

with a cup of drink in my hand,i skated like a pro.keyword here is LIKE.didnt see a bump ahead of me so with full speed,i hit the bump and next second i noe i splashed my "not paid by me but paid by Aaron" drink all on the road.haha.i spilled it in a curve motion so the spill was also in a curve motion.but dumb Aaron dint take the curve as well.WHERES UR ARTISTIC POINT OF VIEW AARON?!!?...

blading was so fun man.but quite tiring.anyway,thats all.toodles

How Old Do You Think You Guys Are?!?

2006-11-30T06:38:00.000-08:00

its extremely funny when guys my age act
like they are in primary school.
so what,we are all 17,young adults,so
we call ourselves.but the age that we're
acting like--->ten yrs old!!!!!!
stop it with all the staring and "i must complain"
shit.!!!!!!!

MAC:if you're reading this, well den its good.bt
i dunt tink u will be so...whutever.leave the poor
insecure guy alone.maybe u should stop makin
fun of him or even laughin at other ppl's jokes
abt him!!!maybe he'll feel abit better if u stop staring
at him.like whut the hell do u get from tormenting
him.and by the way,while u're at that "im not gonna
disturb hiro" attitude,try to not be uhmmm....
how should i say this...ok..STOP BEING AN ASSHOLE?!?!
(man,i think i got issues with this guy!!!)

HIRO:jus try to be a little less insecure abt ur hair and
how others look at you.WHO CARES ABOUT MAC or
cedric makin fun of u?!!?...maybe they're all losers a
who aint gt nuting better to do and just disturb ppl
cuz they're plain jerks!!!occupy yourselves with better things
like maybe...ur hair..*giggles*kidding....

BOTH OF YOU:JUST TRY TO MAKE SA A BETTER CLASS
CAN?!?!?!?!!!?!?

stupid childish idiots...and i thot i was the childish one.
SHEESH!!!

Cockroaches Are Sooooo......EEEEEWWWWWW!!!!!!!

2006-11-28T07:24:00.000-08:00

i hate cockroaches.like really really REALLY hate them.

i cant figure out a reasonable reason to why

people eat them,put diamonds on them as accessories

(this i know,cuz i saw it on America's Next Top Model(which is so MEEEE btw))

and etcetra etcetra.

its so icky and dirty and worst thing of all..

IT FLIES!(HAH.is that even correct?(abit

funny im talkin abt roaches and at the same

time i used the word FLIES,as in the housefly??

nevermind))

yeah!!!...like OMG!!!!its bad enough that THEY look so

godforsaken ugly,now they have to go fly around

and scare the crap outta me.SHITE!!!!

i had a few unpleasant "times" with these darn

flying roaches.heres a few.

theres this one time when my house seems to be infested with loads of them.it kept flying into my house.like imagine,2 bloody roaches each night.i couldnt sleep very well.for the fear of the "deadly ones"
my darling had an incident too.that darn thing flew right at her right shoulder and we screamed like crazy even tho it didnt touch me.hah.BUT THE CHILLS ARE JUST THERE MAN!!!!

ok.so have i told you i hate zara,rahman and lee(i tink thats his name.haha.)

well.they are all classmates of mine.so why do i hate them?

i saw this roach right infront of my feet while walkin.

so,my natural reaction would be to jus run and shout

den avoid it.that stupid zara had to kick the damn roach at

me but thank god,i was able to dodge it.so i ran,afraid that they

might still kick it to me.rahman had to go and chase me and locked

me AND I COULDNT GET AWAY.stupid zara and lee kicked the

damn thing like as if they were playing soccer and LEE SHOOOOTTSSS....

AND THE FUCKIN ROACH HIT ME....LIKE EEEEEEEEEWWWWW!!!!!!!!

I SO HATE THEM!!!!

Im A Nervous Wreck When It Comes To...

2006-11-27T05:43:00.000-08:00

Dont you get nervous at times?

even when the slightest things occur?

sometimes u get too bloody nervous and maybe

u peed abit in ur pants or ur hands gets so

icy cold?dont u just hate being nervous?

well.i noe i do.i hate being nervous cuz it makes

me so uncomfortable and i always take quick short

breaths when i am.in the end, im left breatheless.

haha.tinking back it's kinda funny but when the nerves

acts up,nothing can cool me down.(well,except maybe

expensive chocolate ice cream or clothes.hmmm.)

so some of you might get nervous over the slightest thing.

BUT FEAR NOT!!!!!...i am in ur shoes too.ya.these are

the few things that makes me nervous..

Sitting for exams.
Thinking about my future.
Getting up on stage and being watched by a GAZILLION people
Doing things that i hate to do but i have to do it.(eg.EXAMS!!!)
Not knowing when my Fav tv show will end.
Being home alone at 1 am onwards.
Waiting for my handphone bill to arrive.
Waiting for my exam results.
Not knowing when im getting my pay.
and the list goes on....

i hate being a nervous wreck.

Shouting Helps A Great Deal

2006-11-25T06:38:00.000-08:00

i didnt know this for sure.but i just realised that
it really did.lately,i feel so damn fucked up
and negative abt everyting.i guess im keepin
too many issues in me and i nv learn to let it out.

that is beside the point.so,anyway with all this anger
in me,it distracts me from keepin my cool while
playing the netball game today.i ended up shouting
at my team players right at the first quarter!
I NEVER EVER DI THAT B4!!!!!
well,im kinda known for being too lenient on ppl.
so it kinda shocked me that i was shouting my ass
off in the court.

i was still shouting to get ppl to work their butt off during
the second quarter.at that point of time,it didnt feel weird
at all.but thinking back,it seems awfully crazyyy....
2nd quarter den ended and weird enuf,I FELT
GGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRREEEAAAAAAAAAAATTT!!!!!
wow...the feelings are damn good man!like as if everyting
had been lifted off from my shoulders....
I SO LOVE NETBALL!!!!!...

3rd quarter started out great!!!!i got my first ever shot
to be able to shoot again in a game.the last time i was a shooter
was......LIKE AEONS AGO!!!...i guess i still had in me.
haha.first shot,went in with no prob.
2nd shot,FUH!!!!A TOTAL FLUSH!!!
by then, my head started to get a little "big"
and all hell broke loose.hah.of cuz im jus exaggerating,but
i knew it was all luck to start with.after that 2nd shot,
i dunt noe why, but nerves got the better of me.
haha.it finally sank in that every shot,every point depends on me
haha.talk abt no pressure.butterfingers get in the way, jelly like legs
wobble like crazy and thus,it concludes that i jus suck!!
i tink i'd better practice more.

4th quarter was such a bloody shite ass crap!!!umpires suck
at judging and suddenly without any contact to my opponent,
the ball slipped out of her hand.of cuz, i was in front of her.so i
know that she slipped it off.i was a good 1metre away from her
but i was charged with contact.damn!!!..
another one cheap ass shite to jus show that they are bias is the
3 second rule.i have this habit to bend my knees 2 times
while shooting in order to trick my opponent guarding me.
I SWEAR I ONLY DID 2 BENDS AND *PEEEEEEETTTT*
a whistle was blown against me for commiting the 3 second rule.
i got so damn pissed.

but overall,i really was feeling a bit better..YEAY.....but i still
feel like fuck now..

We Should Not Get Too Comfortable.

2006-11-23T04:47:00.000-08:00

sigh.im gonna miss him.so damn much.
but i guess things turned out to be
the worst and the sadest case is that
i cant do anyting except to just go
along with this painful ride.oh wells,
relationships are sucha bother.

i hate now.i think mainly because
everything seems so bloody negative
and nothing good is gonna happen.
ICAs are such a drag and im falling behind
every minute that i dont listen.
today was the first time i actually listened
attentively in Statistics lecture.but i tink its
far too late cuz ICA is next week and i still havent
figure out how to use the calculator with all the
mean,standard deviation shit.see la..dunt listen
in class somemore.bleargh~

dunt noe whether to buy the SuperGirl shit.
cuz,i just dont feel like it anymore u noe.

im tired and i want to sleep but i cant.
cuz i have to bloody study..chao~

List Of Things To Buy.

2006-11-22T05:18:00.000-08:00

yep2.pay's coming in soon.and as usual.
i do a normal,routined list of things to buy.
so here's all the stufff....

SuperGirl tanktop-$19
SuperGirl trucker cap-$19
SuperGirl Black top-$39
Any skinny jeans-$20-$30

hmm...but if anyting changes(like if i don't

prefer SuperGirl anymore)...i am most likely to get

skinny jeans from GAP.hot sia...the jeans..FUH!!...

ok la...nothing else to talk bout...ciao!

She's So Embarrasing!

2006-11-16T05:56:00.000-08:00

she's damn stupid and embarassing.
here comes this
"used-to-be hot-but-whutever" guy.
walkin,lookin oh so cool with his
hot pink tee and normal jeans and
slippers(SLIPPERS?!?!...APEK OR WHATTTT!!!)
it was rainin a few hrs back.so floor was slippery.
guess his slippers were some cheap ass
ones.the ones that will make u slip and fall
and make u look like a total ass.
so anyway,back to story.he was walkin.
he saw her.she saw him too.but didnt realise that
he was her crush.
walkin,walkin......*SOOT*
(the sound that lousy slippers make when slippin)
he slipped.but thank god..he didnt fall.
and whut did she do when he flipped...
she had to go and MELATAR...
ok..so melatar is like...go figure it out.

how fuckin embarassing is that?!?!
its nt like she noes him,hes totally a complete
stranger,just for the fact that she has a huge crush
on him.......

well..i tink its embarrasing...stupid bitch..
yeow...my ring finger hurts mannn.....

im boreddddd....

DDR Should Be Illegal.

2006-11-12T08:28:00.000-08:00

why?!cuz its simly addictive.it's like a
new drug for me!!!ok.so im a little bit slow
and im goin crazy for the "oldest dancing
thing" ever!!!
DDR=DanceDance Revolution.

haha.so who cares if u cant dance?!?!...
just hop along to the beat and go KRAZAY with
all the kick ass stompin on the dance mat!

there's 4 different stages for u to choose frm..
which i totally cant rmbr.but i always go for the second
stage.which is kinda KRAZAY and fast with all different
kinda steps.of cuz the last or the most pro one is super
fast!!!!..like even my eyes cudnt catch the arrows moving
cuz its so damn fast!!!!but,theres stil some ppl who can
dance along...like WOW!!!

so how much hav i spent on dis crazy shite?!?well..nt much..
maybe....
ard 50 bucksss?!?!?....shiteeee...thats alottt.....wow...im addicted.
i need to get treatment...FAST!!!!!...but its damn fun laa!!...

CRAZY SHITEEEE!!!!

12 fuckin dollars?!?!?!....

2006-11-08T16:41:00.000-08:00

ok.this morning i woke up damn late.like what the hell
happened to my bloody alarm clock?!?!..like suddenly it decided
to always go quiet on every thursday(last week i was late.
and i ended up not coming to the class..haha)

well so i decided to take a cab.i mean,i was only done dressing up
at 7.45!!!!and thats the fastest.(this is when being a guy helps
so much!!i mean,no one cares if a guy doesnt bathe or they smell
awfully bad...NO ONE CARES ABOUT HOW UGLY A GUY LOOKS!!)
so i took a cab to NYP.

me:uncle, NYP pls.
uncle cabby:uh,Nyp where uh?
me:nanyang poly uncle.u noe, at yck there.
uncle cabby:uh..polyclinic?
me:(rolls eyes)no uncle...POLYTECHNIC!!!...
uncle:ok.

sialla!!!wth..what wud i go polyclinic so bloody early?i dunt tink its even
bloody open!!!like im late ald,uncle cabby has to think like the pace of a
running snail!!!tats still slow!!!!

me:uncle,cn reach by 8 anot??
uncle cabby:aiyah can la..

and...suddenly we jus talked about stuff.he talked abt his life
and i did mine.was fun atually.he's like a granpa i nv had.hes
malay btw.hah.ok..back to topic..12 FREAKIN DOLLAS?!?!?!...
SHUT UP!!!!!

bah~den now im freakin broke and i cant play DDR today..when's
my pay comin in..im a poor fuck!!!

A Little Too Skimpy??

2006-11-06T07:00:00.000-08:00

are all my clothes skimpy?
well,a fren of mine actually indicated that i
reveal too much.and what was i wearing??
my superman shirt and jeans and sneakers
to go along the whole
"i-dunt-care-how-i look-i-just-wanna-get-dressed" look.

okay.so the shirt was a lil too short.could see a lil
part or stomach.butbut...i didnt tink it was skimpy.
on the contrary,i tot it was tomboyish.bah~..haha.

so wadsup with boys having to comment on how girls dress
and all?cant they just keep they bloody mouth shut?!?
man,dont like what u see,SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!...

i mean,im not askin you to like ogle at me..its nt dat i hav anyting
to be ogled at.i noe i belong to the "unfortunate" looking one.
meaning,im nt that pretty and i dunt have that superest duperest
figure.wanna comment...just dont freakin look!!

anyway,skimpy for me,is like dressing like a prostitute.
I DONT FREAKIN DRESS LIKE A FREAKEN PROSTITUTE....
bahh~~...

man,im nt scolding or tegoring u on whutever u said to me.i noe its good
advice, but all i wore was that.but watever,we have different views on
certain things..bah~~

Making Out=Romantic?

2006-11-01T08:02:00.000-08:00

i'd totally absolutely 100-percently say NO!
i mean.hw does making out shows how a person
is romantic?how did i come to this conclusion?
well,it certainly helps having loads of guy friends
and some horny little bitches as my girlfriends.

up to 95% of my guyfriends said making out is
absolutely romantic.but i only asked like 7 guys
but whatever.
like are u guys horny or what?!?!
i mean,if u truly love someone,it wudnt matter
if u have that making out session with the
other partner or not right?
can u imagine,like having a tongue-ing session
which is like YUCK!!!...and they think they are romantic??
HUH?!?!?!?!
with all that gross saliva dripping....fuck..im gaggin myself.
bah~

ok,im not saying that i truly am against kissing.
but isnt frenchin like yuck??!!?...I tink a passionate kiss
would be romantic.like u noe..
i-cant0live-without-u kiss.lovely ryte??..
sigh...im still waiting for ashton kutcher to share that kiss
with me.BUT WHAT THE HELL!!
its ashton kutcher!!!
i'd gladly share a bed(or even do somethin under the covers.haha)
with my ashton kutcher!!!

Reminders To Why I Dont Want/Need A Boyfriend

2006-10-31T07:57:00.000-08:00

1.the word commitment is not in my
dictionary....YET
2.i wanna flirt.
3.he'll take note of my every move.
4.hates to "report strength" every one bloody
ass min.
5.hates having late night convo on the phone.
6.hates having late night boring convo on the phone.
7.hates making out.
8.hates having to feel guilty even when the mistake is as
small as an ant's droppings.
9.hates having to be considerate.
10.hates crying.
11.the list goes on...to maybe a 100.

sorry..but i just had to remind myself to why r/s are
a big noo noo for me..dont wanna end up being hurt
unknowingly again.FUCK!hate it when im full with emotions.

The Cult Called Emo-nology

2006-10-30T05:15:00.000-08:00

haha.of cuz there isnt such a thing as that!!
i'm just bored and emo-ing away...
*sighs*
okay.so a guy and a girl get along so well.
like nothing can come between them.
for sure,the "other party" will have
that romantic feelings for the other one.
but the "other one" has only mutual feelings
for the "other party".that sucks right??
i mean, not that the "other party" has lack
of suitors, just that the "other party" thinks
better of the "other one".

so why cant they be together?lots of issues here.
maybe race issues?no no...priority issues??no no.
just plain,I DONT LIKE YOU THAT WAY.
how can it be that?you get along so well together and
not even a teeny weeny bit of liking "other party"?
bah..whatever.not that "other party" cant find another
"other one"...haha..honestly..are u guys followin me??

so i was bored,i decided to do some cool girl quizzes from
Lacey_Gracy's website...did i mention her blog was ultra cool?
bitch!

You Are 20% Girly

Um... you're a guy, right? If not, you're the most boyish girl in the world.
And for you, that's probably the ultimate compliment.

How Girly Are You?

i happen to be a 100% girl!!HELLO!!..whut the hell..stupid quiz...

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 53% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.
You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.
And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.
Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Light Edges

What Hairstyle Is Right For You?

is that hairstyle kick ass or what?!?!?

absolutely loves it man!!!

HOW THE HELL DO I HAVE THAT HAIR?!?!?!

berlalu la sudah ramadhan,sebulan berpuasa

2006-10-21T09:00:00.000-07:00

wahaha.omg!finally.hari raya is here!!
im so bloody excited cuz i can eat,eat,eat
and EAT SOMEMORE!!!!hmm...

OMG!!!..its here!!HARI RAYA IS HERREEE!!!

ok..im certified crazy.so anyway,my title is
of cuz,a text in malay.
it comes from a Hari Raya song,which means
...uh...i swear i dunt noe how to translate in english.
basically its just saying that one month of fasting has passed.
yup2.thats it.

okay.so i heard this ultimate shockin news.
my Ten Yr old Sister,note shes only in Primary 4
HAS A BLOODY FRENSTER!!!!
FRENSTER?!?!?

FRENSTER?!?!?

LIKE OMFG!!!!!!

i only started using frenster like whut?! a few yrs back???
and she has one when shes jus P4..
i dont think im goin to be surprised if she starts wearing make up
when shes P6.like what i see kids nowadays do.
like they dress up more den i do!!!
AND IM 17 BUT THEY'RE LIKE 12!!!!
what is happenin man....

sigh..so im supposed to be cleanin d house but im jus
wiping my computer desk everytime my mom comes in
d room.anyhoo,i'd better get back to doin stuff in d house.
tarah!

I Think I Laugh Too LOUD!!

2006-10-12T09:10:00.000-07:00

i was having my laughing fits so suddenly
just now at 10.30 pm at bedok.
goodness i think i scared all the
people there,including those i
was out with.
haha.i scared them only because
they dont know me that well
and i dont know them that well.

ok.so on to something else.why isit
that whenever you wait for that
certain someone to sms you
they wont do so..and when
you gave all hopes about him msging you
then all of a sudden he sends u the sweetest msg?

hahah..man.im done bitchin!hes smsin
me right now!
so byeee!!!

Tak Leh Angkat Seh!!!!!

2006-10-11T05:59:00.000-07:00

bahh...i like saying that phrase now.dont know why but
i just do.it means,"cannot take it any longer"
im bored man.

hey,in my area now,its so bloody breezy and its
such a cool night to hang out with ur frens under the
void deck.okay,i dont do this as often and i only hang out
with those im so bloody familiar ald.cept that they
live oh-so-fuckin far away from my area.that always
sucks.not having frens ard.sigh.i miss my frens.

i miss the times when i look so godforsaken dorky and
bein so bloody tomboy-ish.the only thing that sets me
apart from the other guys--->is my high pitched voice.
haha.yeah.back at the time when normal body parts
havent yet been shipped to me.hah.i miss being so bloody
defensive over small things and i miss getting all so bloody
excited just by listening to my crush's name.okay,i still do that
now but its just another feeling you noe?.haha.and i miss him.fuck
yes i do.after a long 6 yrs..yup.i guess first love doesnt fade off
that easily huh?

whatever.not that i miss him the whole of everytime.
its just now and then when u tend to think about the
past and unknowingly,he'll come to mind.LaLaLa.

who cares??.hey i just realised that every hairstyle Pink's
got on are superly-duperly-awesomely-absolutely-muthafuckinly-
HOT!!!wow.i'd love to get that hairstyle in her recent video "U+Ur Hand"
another great single from her.wow.you know that part when
she was punching the punchingbag..YEP!!!.that hair!!!cept that
mine will be purple and not pink.HOW THE HELL DO I SAY TO THE
HAIRSTYLIST I WANT THAT KINDA HAIR?!?!
PINK'S HAIR?!?!?....
i bet they'll just dye my whole bloody head PINK!!!

so i heard this new song by My Chemical Romance.
i tot it was good.it's called "Welcome to the Black Parade"
wow.the lead singer is achieving this whole new look now.
shorter hair,no more black or red stuff around his eyes that
makes him look as tho he doesnt get enough sleep.oh ya.
he has blond hair now.he looks so much cuter!!!anyway,heres
the vid.and since i got no more crap to type,i'd better just go do
some other shite.

Check Out My New Fuckin TimeTable!

2006-10-08T09:01:00.000-07:00

i swear im gonna kill whoever scheduled my timetable!
i swear im gonna make him/her suffer!
i swear he/she dont have any children!
i swear and i swear and i swear somemore!!!

monday-->starts at ten in the morning and ends at 5 pm.
thats still ok man.

tuesday-->starts late and ends REALLY DAMN LATE.
from 4 pm to 10 fuckin pm!!!
TEN FUCKIN PM!!!
thats PURE EVIL for me..

wednesday-->11 am to 1 pm
why do i bother to even go to school that day??

thursday-->starts at early as 8 am to 4 pm.
well.thats manageable i suppose..

friday-->8 am to 12 pm
okay larr..

but wait!!wheres that particular OFF day that we initially had?!?!?
what bloody happened to it??
sighhh..it disappeared.
now i stand corrected coz i once thought that business courses
are the best.
POOH!!!

Unexpected.

2006-10-07T07:52:00.000-07:00

every outings i've had with my wonderful
primary school friends had always been fun.but yesterday,
it wasnt even half the fun that we had always shared among
7 of us.

with new additions to the group and certain people's change of
attitude sometimes makes it so diffcult for me to have fun with the
"usual 7".so we're go as a group,but come back as two different cliques.
i hate cliques.

well,im not negative about meeting new people and letting them
have a share of the fun that the "usual 7" has but i thought the purpose of
the meet-up was to catch up and somehow,it ended up with having a
boring conversation with someone i barely know.thats no fun.
tried so hard to act like nothings wrong.but then reality sinks in that
nothings gonna be the same ever again.

like he's always with him(no.they're not gay.they are just always together.
god knows why.bt prolly i do,they're bestfrens!!!DUH?!?!)
and shes's hangin on tight to his arm like as if hes too bloody light and will
be swept away by the light breeze.(if theres anyone to be blown away,thats me ok)
and shes flirting with him,while the other her just glared at them and i was
left with the lame but fun him.hah.thank god for him.haha.
i realised i observed them too much.hmm.maybe i was bored.too bored.

now,theres not gonna be any "usual 7",we are now known as the
"usual 10" which im very uncomfortable with.

i miss the "usual 7"

*sobs.

I Just Dont Get It

2006-10-04T10:41:00.000-07:00

i was just bloghoppin and i was at this particular blog.
it was okay,you know the same typical blog that most of
everyone has--how their day went,typing out their most
PERSONALEST stuff that happened(this part i don't get.if it meant
to be personal,why tell?hmm...),their wishlist,tagboard,having a lame ass
URL and so on and so forth.

so i was reading this particular blog right?then, i read this.
"there's a reason to why i hurt you"
"hurt mum"
"hurt dad"
uh...WHATTT??(it went something like that,i couldnt copy the whole thing
for the fear of the copyright laws)
you actually need a reason to hurt ur parents???
what sickass logic is that?!?
why would u hurt ur parents?

well,you might say,"they're not treating me right"
but i guess you should know that they themselves makes
mistakes and why not just convince yourselves that maybe its
for your own good?
i cant believe that there is a reason to hurt YOUR PARENTS!

Im thinkin of some reasons now...

oh...MAYBE u lack attention and love from them,
i guess if thats the reason,you shouldnt hurt them.
just talk to them laa..

whutever.haha.im just bored and being kepo at
1.46 am.like mrs tan from bukit anak kambing.
that lame ass show.why does she even bother
being in it??
WHY DO THEY EVEN BOTHER PRODUCING IT?

*MOMMY!!IM BOREDD!!!!

DAMN!

2006-10-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

i think the vid doesnt work.but feel free to visit youtube and watch it.
here

The "Heart" Song.

2006-10-04T02:56:00.000-07:00

okay.so remember the other post about me watching this
horrible-i-almost-puked show??
now im fallin in LOVE with the OST song!
Note:L.U.R.R.R.V.V.E.E.E

i just realised all the main actor(irwanshah) needs was just
a better and hipper haircut and VOILA!!
HOT HOT HOT HOTTIE!!

OKAY.so hes not all that but OMFG!power siaa...hahah.
im listenin to the song over and over and over again and it
makes me high!!
whee~
so,heres the vid!enjoy THE LOVE!!!
oh ya!!LOOK!it even has subtitles so you guys can sing along!!
come on lets sing baybeh!!!

Bloody Irritating Friends

2006-10-02T09:39:00.000-07:00

sigh.it pains me so much just to type it down.
but being a normal human being,sometimes
friends tend to get a little irritating dont u tink?
these are some of the ways they irritate me...

1.the way they think that they are better then me

im not saying that im not doing this.but if i do that,i will tell myself to stop!!
like immediately.coz its no good to put someone down right!?even if i dont stop,
feel free to give me a hard slap or whutever on my head okay!?
so,if you're doing that to ur friend...THEN STOP!!!its gets on my freakin nerves can??
GET A LIFE!

2.they think they are advising u cuz they think they good enough to give advices,
BUT YOU ARE SO BLOODY WRONG MATE!

yep.this is one that irritates me like crazy.i noe im doin something wrong,and that
someone advises me to do otherwise but he/she is doing whatever im doing.
so why not u actually try to improve urself and then think twice b4 giving me advices!!!
GET A LIFE!

3.forcing me to do things i really dont want.

theres only one person who can force me to do things i dont want---that is my mom!!
DONT TAKE OVER MY MOM'S RIGHT!!like why the hell are u even forcing me?IF I
DONT WANT TO DO SO,I WONT EVEN BUDGE U MORON!!..
Get a Life!!!

4.making me wait.

i swear i could kill anyone who makes me wait.usually,im the early bird.
its ok to wait for 15 mins.but half and hour to an hour?!?thats bullshit!!
why did we even meet up in the first place when almost a quarter of the time is
spent waiting for u so u can bloody dilly dally and makin me wait??!
*i dont wait for anyting,i even hate waiting for public transport.i wish i could
jus walk to school.

wow.after typing all of this,i jus realised i got some serious issues with my friends.sigh.
i think i should get a life and learn to be more patient.

YOU THINK?!?!?

Geylang Should Be Banned During Ramadhan.

2006-09-30T09:49:00.000-07:00

for what reason you may ask?
just for the fact that THERES ABSOLUTELY GAZILLION
MATS AND MINAHS FOUND THERE!
i swear its like a fest for this minahs and mats!
everywhere i turn,
"oh,whos dat?oh shes just some minah" or
"ooh,who do we have over there?damn,its just some mat"
like seriously people,DONT YOU GUYS HAVE ANYWHERE ELSE TO GO?!?!

okay.so i was there.ONLY I WAS FORCED TO BE THERE.
mom had to buy our festive clothes from there,considering thats where we can
find the cheapest.
but thats the only time im found there.
sigh.

it also should be banned cuz theres too little space
BUT TOO MANY THINGS.
its so bloody cramp that i cannot even walk properly!
i had to TITTER.yup
like those women with binded feet.
TITTER I TELL YOU!
and it was so hot and to make things worst,
i was wearing slippers.
so every shoe-wearing freaks were happily steppin on my
poor poor feet.
stupid shoe-wearer!

*i hope im not goin there anytime sooner..

I Miss...

2006-09-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

i miss loads and loads of people!!!
Heres a couple...

1. My PRIMARY school MATES!!
yes.its a wonder that i still do keep in contact with them.
well,not ALL of my primary school mates but only those
whom i hang out with.
Khai,Nad,Shik,Iysa,Fahmi,Din,Fie.
these idiotic bunch of people releases my wild and crazy side.
hah.actually,i can go crazy with absolutely anyone.
but with them,i can be
ULTIMATELY-ABSOLUTELY-UBER-SUPER-DUPER KRAAAAZZZEEE........
HAH.
love these bunch of people.

2.My GirlFriends!
yerp3.this shoutout goes to you.
you guys know who you are right??
well,in case u didnt noe,here's the list.
Nola,Inah,Nam,Ain,Asmah(cant think of anyone else ryte now.)
YEAH!!i miss u guys like loads and loads of buckets!!(buckets??)
i miss how we used to be oh so crazy(or rather its just me being crAZY most of d times)
i miss the days of workin at moto!
i miss hanging around starbucks!
i miss cycling at ecp.
i miss talkin crap.
i miss scaring the wits out of each other.
i miss squeezin all of u guys' butt!(especially u-know-who!!)
i miss making you guys laugh non-stop(aww..isnt dat suhweet!!)
bottomline,I MISS YOU GUYS!!.

It's Officially Over.

2006-09-25T06:36:00.000-07:00

Singapore Idol....
is Finally over.
YEP2!not that im sad or anything

okay.so hady mirza won.yerps.i voted like SIX bloody times.hah.thats why he won,i think.
with my votes.hah.
no lar.but i guess its kinda expected that he won.hes so much better than jon.
not that i think jon's no good.i just like hady's vocals better.
jon's voice abit too low right?i think thats true.

that first song that jon sang,chasing cars by snow patrol.
WOW!!!fell in love with the way he sang the song.
his voice fits that kinda song you know.
didnt think he did that good for his 2nd song,that is the "You make me wanna fly"
haha.he pronounced "fly" in a very weird way.it made me chuckle.

hah.i think taufik is feeling too comfortable with the teevee world.
its as if he's arrogant.hmm....
did you see his first performance??
HE FORGOT HIS OWN SONG'S LYRICS!!!
i thot that was a bit too much aint it.
maybe hes nervous??
dont think so,considering the fact that he looks so pro on the stage.
hah.i find that a bit funny.
(i think i finding everything funny at this moment.)
haha.

What The Fuck.

2006-09-23T08:07:00.000-07:00

a movie that consists of endless crying and characters who used words oevr and over again?
*kaching*
$9.50
(and for everything else theres always MASTERCARD!)(IM SO DAMN LAME!)

YEP.believe it or not.i actually wasted ten friggin bucks on a movie that sucked.(okay.so nola paid for it.but im still gonna pay her back.she refused to let me pay!)

A few reasons to why i would not watch this show.

its in malay(indonesian malay(not that im against their language))
its in malay and its about love.(usually,the movie gets cheesy or corny.every typical malay love show)
it's $9.50(!!!!!!!!WHAT!!!!!!!!!)
im not watching it with the one i romantically love
I JUST DONT WANNA WATCH IT

but being the nice person that i am(and coz im not broke now)so i go ahead and watch it.

so here's how the story goes but before that the show is titled "heart".

actually,its too crappy for me to actually blog about how it goes.so fuck it.

Wake Me Up When September Ends(Green Day)

2006-09-22T07:17:00.000-07:00

Music Video:WAKE ME UP WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS (by Green Day)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Boy:i know listen, life is short

listen if you wake up one day
and on that day
all your dreams
everything you wished for and
you wanted
gone just like that

people get old
and all things change and situations change
what i want is,
i just, i want this moment,
right now,
this day
my feelings for you,
the way you look right now,
when i look at you
i just want this to last forever

Girl:and it will,
and no matter what we always had this
and had each other
and nothing can change that
but just so you know
no matter what you always have somebody here for you
always.
i'm never gonna leave you
i'm never gonna leave you
i love you

Boy:i know.
i know.

Girl:don't ever leave me.
Boy: i wont.
Girl:dont ever leave.
Boy:i wont,i wont.

ahhh.this is some emotional video.i think its ultimately great man.it actually made me teared.i could feel the love between the couple!its so....unconditional and i dont know..something i would really want.not now.but some day soon when i want to get married.the starting of the video is already so goddamn sweet larr.whatever he said to her is so sweet and spontaneous like he spoke it right from his heart.

Girl:don't ever leave me.

Boy: i wont.

Girl:dont ever leave.

Boy:i wont,i wont.

i like the way they said that.it has that certain impact on me.dont you think so??

it hit me with a great emotional impact when the girl came over to the guy's house and gave him a tight slap and all she could say was "Oh my god" and "tell me you didnt do it".its so sad that the guy had to go away to the army.like it hurts he so much to see him go away and put his life at risk and that sense of uncertainty to whether or anot he would survive to see her.the pain of not being able to share happy moments with him and the pain of purely not being able to see him.and all he did was to try to make her proud of him.(tho i dont understand how going to the army and putting your life on a certified death outcome would make her proud.but its still good tho.)

isnt it great?to share that unconditional and passionate love with that someone?so much committed in that relationship and nothing could ever dissolve the love we share with our partner.it would be better if quarrels between couples don't occur and when guys stop thinkin only about getting into their partners' pants(or skirts or whatever.)i guess once your relationship is not based on satisfying your sexual pleasures then would it be the true love, the love that never dies and the love that would be for eternity.

*well,whatever it is,this video makes me cry.so ya.

weird but true and funny.

2006-09-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

JAPANESE TALKS WEIRD!

they do!!!its weird bt true.have you noticed how they pronounce certain english words in a very alienated way?i watched "Gigolo Wannabe" in the theatres today(good movie.very funny) and almost all of the english sentences are pronounced 99.99999999999% wrongly!!!"AROUND THE WORLD" was simply and unknowingly pronounced as "AROUND-DAH THA WORLDDDD"the "WORLDD" was pronounced with abit of a curl in the tongue.some funny shit right here.

BEEFY MEN TENDS TO TOUCH THEMSELVES!!!!

i was on the train going home.there was this ULTRA ULTIMATE ABSOLUTELY BANANA LOOKIN BEEFY MAN!i wasnt lookin at him but i accidentally glanced at his direction and whut did i see??him touching his big ass chest and and stroking it like as if hes in his own sick ass house.LIKE HELLO!!!!...there are actually people in the bloody train and they might just be disgusted and totally uncomfortable with you touching yourself!!!i mean,its already bad enough that your body is a flab of fat pasted on that FUGLY FACE OF YOURS and you have to actually think that your ugly ass body is perfect!!!!and thus,us,the poor people who might actually be traumatised by your actions have to suffer.one thing that he did to was to actually run his index finger down his cleavage!!!!!!!(what is that thing in between men's breasts(is it even called breasts?)but i sure dont think its called a cleavage.)thats already a major turnoff!!!...sick assssss......

funny.

you drive me crazy...[pam pam]

2006-09-18T06:25:00.000-07:00

as usual.bored.hah.was singing "you drive me crazy" in my head actually.lame.but true.hah.so anyway,was purely bloghopping thru my frens' blogs.and was kinda SHOCKED that none of my frens actually updated their blogs!hah.(there was a few updates from certain people but they were the people whom i dunt give a FUCK about.so why read?)yadayadayada.

tmrw's the day man.yey!sleepover coming ryte up!at my house.yee-haw.(whats wrong with me!!!)kinda lookin forward to it.i dont know what we gonna do for two full days.i guess we just gonna crap,crap,crap and fuckin crap!!!

went to bugis with inah,nam and lina jus now.kinda surveying for my bag.sad to say,didnt see anyting to my liking.im like super choosy larr!!all i can see are those types that guys use.WHY CANT THEY LOOK MORE...UNISEX-Y...losers...sigh..

LaLaLaLaLa.

oh ya.i couldnt sleep yesterday man!!!.so i was awake till 7 am then slept till 8am.WAS FUCKIN TIRED THE WHOLE DAY!

bored.ok bye!

THAT BLOODY PHONE....

2006-09-17T08:21:00.000-07:00

goodness.i can jus go crazy dreamin about this phone.Nokia N series-->N93.sigh.sigh.sigh.its just bloody fabulous.i'd jus die to get a phone like N93 BUTT...im not born as a rich fuck.so i guess i should just face it yea??...dang...

*i think i should rob a bank tonight......

IM SO SO SO SO BUMMED!!!

2006-09-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day.IM SO BUMMED!!!why can PANIC! AT THE DISCO come to ASIA for tour?!?!?...i wanna see them perform.sigh.sigh.sigh.

sigh.

Katrina Killings

2006-09-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

"they never came down to rescue us".

those were the few words that were spoken by a survivor of Hurricane Katrina.

i was watching CNN(like since when i watch CNN?!?!BAH!) this afternoon at 2.00.okay.so what i saw and heard was ultimately outrageous and scary(my vocab is a bit limited.so i can only think about the word scary.ahah.)

the event that scared me the most were the killin of innocent people.but this isnt jus ordinary killings(not that all killings are ordinary!killings are sick!only to be done by sick people).those who survived the hurricane were actually KILLED by....NEW ORLEANS POLICE.YES.scary(yep thats the word again)but true.there were at least 2 cases where innocent survivors were killed.

im not going to tell you the whole story here but u can read it yourself here.its a sad sad case.an innocent life that survived the horrible hurricane only to be shot by SOME LAME ASS POLICE INSPECTOR!

"No difference between them[the police officers] and damn criminals"

A quote by a female New Orleans police officer.

and why did this lady quote that?thats coz cops were ALSO LOOTING!yes looting!.some survivors saw some of the cops going around,shops to shops,taking ROLEX watches and other branded stuff.the thing that made me real angry was this short clip with a few cops in a store sitting and eating like its no MUTHAFUCKIN business.like as if they have the whole bloody time jus sit their goddamn muthafuckin ASSes.wudnt all that time be better spent helping the other survivors.one st00pid OFFICER claimed,note,he claimed it as if theres not a bloody care in the whole wide world,"now we know what looting is like."then he smiles............LIKE WHUT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!?!?!?!?...good thing they are all fired...well most of those unproductive officers who just bring shame to the country are being fired.

so this officer was then interviewed by CNN are said the most BULLSHIT sentence i have ever heard in my 17 yrs of life."if we didnt loot the shops,we wouldnt have performed better for the survivors"...?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!...there are supposed to be role models for goodness sake!!!...FUCK THAT IM-TRYING-TO-SERVE-BETTER ATTITUDE!!

aye.im not gonna go on furthur.

Worms dont fight,they've got 5 HEARTS!

2006-09-16T09:04:00.000-07:00

hah!when i first heard this,i practically rolled on the floor while tryin to prevents my guts from falling out coz of too much laughter!!(just to tell,my com is fuckin laggin like as if its a bloody turtle whos had 3 of its legs CUT OFF!!!i swear im gonna kill this com soon!!)

okay.so where did i hear this quote from?i was channel surfing and i just stumbled upon "My name is Earl".it would be funny if i hadnt been CHANNEL SURFING!i was watching "A Haunting" on Discovery Channel(there isnt anything else to watch!!)being more interested in the paranormal shit and prolly just LOVED the fact that i could scare my wits out just by watchin some BLOODY RE-ENACTMENT!hah.

so what did i manage to watch while waiting for the commercials on Discovery Channel to be over?(like who watched commercials.i think its a waste of money.hmph.THOSE RICH FUCKS!!)when i watch that show,Earl's DUMBASS brother(i dont know whats his name but he sure makes me laugh most of the times i watch the show)was telling this other girl that "worms have butts.its just that they look like their heads."HAHA!.hw much dumber can anyone get??gee.

watched The Pacifier on Disney Channel.good show.BRAVA!the guy was so cute(u know,the one who had blond hair and was in "the sound of music")

anyway,i got 2 MUTHAFREAKIN more things-to-do with my ever so fuckin littlelest(again,some alien word!!i think...there is such word ryte?hah)

7.buy a new BACKPACK.(i dont want to use a SLINGBAG anymore.its killing meee!!!)
8.GO TO WADE ROBSON DANCE THINGY!!!

man.the tix cost 35 danggitybfiwurgiubfb dollars!!...

sigh.too many things to buy,TOO LITTLE MONEY!!!

and the best music video award goes tooooo....

2006-09-16T02:08:00.000-07:00

yeay yeay yeay yeay yeayy!!!!PANIC AT THE DISCOOO!!!MY ULTRA ULTIMATE DOUBLY UBER MOST FAVOURITEST(okay,seriously thats not a word.dont know why i keep using it) BAND!!!!like YEYNESS!!i know its abit slow of me to just know it now but i jus watched the VMA like JUST NOW(too many "justs" and "nows"..makes me a lil confuse.hah.)

okay.so the whole VMA isnt something we should all go "WOW!!!" about but with PANIC AT THE DISCO and JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE performing and PINK being all BIMBOTIC makes it all SUPERB!!!to let u guys see how WONDERFUL and SUPERB PANIC AT THE DISCO is, heres their performance at VMA!!!but heck.i dont know how the hell to insert a video.so just go here and check it out!!!!HERE.okay so he migth sound weird BUT ITS JUST OH SO FUCKINLICIOUS GOOD!!!!go here to see how WONDERFUL JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE IS!!!HERE.SEE THE WAY HE DANCES.*melts away....

okay.i shall stop being so hyper.

PINK.shes the girl who puts the BIG LETTER A in ATTITUDE.hah.her song,"stupid girls" won the best female pop video if im not wrong.well,whatever award it is,IT STILL RAWKS!and how did she accept her award?by being ULTIMATELY bimbotic.the first sentence that she said while receiving the award was,"i totally won.hah" in the most bimbotic manner ever.hah!then she accidentally made the flag on the moonman's hand and said,"oops,i totally broke it"then laughs in that bimbotic way.hah.shes the ultra uber best!!

panic at the disco rocks.hah!

panic at the disco-i write sins not tragedies

Oh, well imagine, as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor

and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words

What a beautiful wedding! What a beautiful wedding! says a bridesmaid to a waiter.

And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore.

I'd chime in with a

Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in,Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...

Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne

Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved

Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

I'd chime in with a

Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

I'd chime in,

Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

I'd chime in, Haven't you people ever heard of closing a goddamn door?!

No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.

Again...

all about chocolate...whee~

2006-09-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

okay.so im bored and i aint got nothing better to do(actually i can watch tv but i dont know why the hell im not doing that!!!)anyhoo,im not bummed about my so fuckin little pay.i guess i shoud jus look forward to it rytee??(since when am i so bloody optimistic)ya.so im bored and then i decided to research about...CHOCOLATE!!hah.do you guy even know how chocolate is made and all that babayaga crap??..well,this is where everything is about chocolate.(well atleast for this post only)

Q:what are chocolate made of?

A:okay.so to make it simple,chocolate is made by harvesting the cocoa pods containin the cocoa beans.from there and all the processes needed....VOILA!!theres chocolate for you!!!...
Plain Dark Chocolate contains cocoa mass and cocoa butter (70%+), sugar (29%), vegetable Lethicin and Vanilla.Milk Chocolate contains cocoa butter and cocoa mass (39%), sugar (37%), whole milk powder (20%), Lactose, vegetable Lethicin, Vanilla (4%).
White Chocolate contains sugar (52%), cocoa butter (30%), whole dried milk and whey powder (18%), vegetable Lethicin, Vanilla.

and!!..do you know that there is an enzyme in chocolate that makes us feel as tho we are in love just by consuming it??the enzyme is called...uhh...I DONT KNOW.some scientifically weird names(science is weird.hah)anyhoo,i think thats a proven fact coz i feel happy(when im in love im happy so its kind off the same dont u tink??)when i eat chocolate.ESPECIALLY premium chocolate!!that day i bought one.like one small piece and it costs 1.50 freakin bucks!!!....and its one tiny super duper ultimately uber small piece!!but no worries its DARK CHOCOLATE WITH CARAMEL FILLING!!!....i was literally shouting and yelling and feelin goddamn happy that i get to eat that premium and expensive small piece of chocolate.anyway,thought of gettin a whole box but IM DAMN CHOOSY...so i only want those with dark chocolate.bt we cant choose the the chocs that we want.so whats in the set was like some chocs i dont like.for example,some coconut shit,milk chocolate AND NUTS!!!(like YUCKSSS!!.....its not that im allergic to nuts...jus hate the fact that they stick in between your teeth in the most demeaning way.hah!)

PREMIUM AND EXPENSIVE CHOCS RULESSS!!!!!

what i plan to do with my ginormous(NOT!) pay of S$300.

2006-09-15T05:22:00.000-07:00

so,what do i plan to do with it?heres what:

give my mom s$100(thats a must for me.)
buy a ripcurl shirt.(that cost 75 MOTHAFUCKIN SING dollars!!!)
buy another oh-so-fuckin-hot top from FOX.(thats my favouritest(thats not even a word!!)brand.which prolly cost ard i dunt noee...S$50 perhaps??)
buy a new glasses(or if im still not paranoid about lenses,i'll prolly get that.yeah soo!!...im afraid of lenses!!big deal!!)
purchase my mrt concession and top up S$50 to my ezlink.
and still have some leftover money.(i doubt so)

sigh.but i guess i'll pass no.4 and 6 coz i know im not going to get a new pair of glasses and i'll not hav any leftover money.....WHY DOES IT ALWAYS CONCERNS MONEY!!...

went to watch "little man" today.wasnt that bad actually.sigh.not in the mood to blog coz i know i will be broke even b4 i get my pay.hah!funny as hell.sigh.

the thing about mom...

2006-09-14T22:04:00.000-07:00

before that,a note to self:why do i even bother blogging?not that anyone ever freakin read my damn posts.hah.

ok.so the thing about mom is...well...they are jus naggy.they nag and they nag and they nag and yet again they still nag!!LIKE DONT EVER THEY GET TIRED?!?!?!...goodness.so,what was i doing?i was happily watchin croc hunter on animal planet(i miss steve irwin!...sigh) and she woke up and do what she does best!nag!!!....goodness.at first,being the polite kid that i am(yeah ryte!!)i was jus ignorin her.hah.afte a few mins,man!!!...it jus got worse and worse.like i can just kill myself with all the naggity nag and naggity nag!!...then i got all childish and started stompin my feet to room.hahaha.well thats just it i guess.but what she nags about is this."how come when all of you wake up it straight to the tv?why cant u do your housework first?!"

okay.its not that i DONT DO THEM.i do them everyday!!..EXCEPT!!...i do them after i finish watching whatever i want to watch.that will prolly end around 1 pm.okay what.at least i still do it.furthermore,i tend to do more then what i am supposed to do man!like thats not enough.im still doing my siblings chores.so basically,i clean up the house a whole lot!!!!sigh.moms are weird.i hope i dont get to be the naggy mom.YIKES!!

2006-09-13T06:24:00.000-07:00

Note to "man the Man":even if i do update,its not that anyone will freakin read any of my posts!!!even so,i have been busy earning some meagre lousy wage and have absolutely no time to update.

Okay.So thats done.now i have a few things that i want to talk about but it depends on my mood,really.if im not to lazy i'll tell u everyting that i want to tell.okay?okay.

so first thing's first.MY RESULTS!!hahah.pretty amusing actually.all i got were some pathetic Cs and Ds.goodness!and GRACE has to go all "im disappointed coz i didnt get straight As".haha.shes a MAJOR GEEK i tell u.(grace,if u're reading this thennn....GOOD...hahahaha)geez..and my GPA(i think thats what its called.or isit GPE? i dunt fuckin care)its like 1.891.haha.i was told thats bad.but whutever.at least i can clear all my modules.HAH!

ok.so work at Expo was fun.i was the cashier(not that surprising coz i hav amazing service talent and can talk to customers in a calm manner(thats what my frens said)but whats surprising is that i got a FREAKIN C+ for oral comm!!sigh.)so back to work.eliminating the fatigue and having an unstable roster for lunch,its all fun coz we all get to make noise and make a fool out of ourselves.hah.guna(my boss)actually treated us to different kinds of food every single day!how cool is that?amy(my more superior boss) didnt show any kinds of being ina stressfull situation and so we all had fun.

what wasnt fun was of coz,the CHINESE AND EURASIAN CUSTOMER.(believe me im nt trying to be racist coz racism is ignorance(thats what oprah claims)but i guess they are just born with it,the kiasu syndrome).i can freakin kill anyone of them but i wont coz i know im in the business of serving customers and all i could afford was to at least give them a really fake smile.let me give u a situation.a customer takes some books frm the fiction section with "3 for $10" price tags.theres alot of "3 for $10" tags but all are coded with different colors so that the customers know different color means they come from different suppliers.for example,yellow comes from TIMES bookstore and white tags come from the supplier "elm tree".so,what these STUPID customers do is that they mix and match the different color price tags but all with the "3 for $10" pricing.whats more, different suppliers are put seperately frm other suppliers so that customers do not mix and match.so what these EXTREMELY STUPID customers do is that they mix and match the different color code tags but all with the "3 for $10" pricing.and u know how bloody unreasonable and inconsiderate these customers are!if they took something from a different supplier and realise they dont want it after a while,they dont care a hoot and jus put the damn thing anyplace they are at.so what makes me damn pissed is this.this was my exact convo with the EXTREMELY STUPID,IGNORANT CUSTOMERS WHO-DONT-CARES-A-BLOODY-HOOT-THAT-I-HAVE-BEEN-STANDIN-FOR-THE-WHOLE-OF-8-HRS-NON-STOP.

Me:ma'am,i cant accept these 3 for $10.(in the most polite manner EVER!!!)

Stupid customer:why not!!!(she then gave me that I'LL-BE-KILLED-IF-I-DONT-GET-THAT-AS-$10 FACE.then her eyes got bigger and bigger)

Me.(i tried to calm her and again tell her politely(like since when im polite?!?!?):uh ma'am.as you can see they are all from different suppliers as we have indicated them with different colors.for that we cannot combine the prices from different suppliers as we do not hav the same pricing base as them.

stupid customer:how the hell do u even do this?!?!?i can only find these three.moreover we find these in the same bloody section.(frowns and looks so bloody pissed)LET ME TALK TO UR IN-CHARGE!)

Me:(I WAS ALREADY SO FUCKED UP AND I SHOUTED)GGUUUNNNNAAAAA!!!!!!

after i shouted, guna was shocked a little and then came over to my counter.i stood at the back,trying to calm myself.NO ONE GETS MAD AT ME FOR SOMETHING THAT ISNT MY FAULT.well,to make myself feel better,i actually saw the customer lookin shocked when i actually shouted.HAH!fuck.thats all.

now i miss workin actually.hah.i miss her and him and all.hah.okay.nuting else to talk about.toodles~

2006-08-26T04:01:00.000-07:00

its ultimately funny how these teenagers are shouting or rather displaying their acts of hate. like for no bloody reason they're lyk..."I HATE YOU!...STOP RUINING MY LIFE!"...haha...teens....but i personally tink its gettin really out of hand.yes...go ahead display all ur angst..but not to the extend of being VERY RUDE to ur parents....after all, they's the ones who made u..haha...cliche?...yea...but its all d truth u noee..seeing this immature kids gettin angry with such trivial matters makes me wanna kick theirs goddamn assess and wake them up.....i meannn LIFE IS ALL NOT THAT BAD....!!...u're jus pitying ur small lil self and makin the world to look as if its ALL THAT BAD!!...GOODNESS...get a life cann....especially those who're like expressing themselves....like way way way way way way too much....LYK GET A FREAKEN LIFE ALD LAAA....damn attention seekers...they think they're like oh so great with tat "im angry dun piss me" attitude...HAH!..they're jus showin how freakin vulnerable they are...goodnesss......idiots!!...

anyhooo...back to my happy go lucky life...hahah....i was supposed to update ytd...but change of plansss..hahah..sooo....spent the evening with nam and inahhh(her name is sakinah...she doesnt lyk to be called sak whereas i lyk to call her sakkk..but im changing.)....hahah..goodness...WE WERE ALL SO WACKYY...as usualll..im d noisy one..nt dat im proud of it...but hell!!...hah..laughin and laughin and STOP...den more laughing...I LOVE ALL MY PEEPIES(lyk tat totally meant sumting else!?!?!?...hahah)anywayyy...one plain incident to realli prove that IM A PURE IDIOT...hhaha..i was at LJS tampines...and here comes this small kid.....lookin oh so cute with his eyessss....ahahah....i was holdin the knife on my left hand....sooo..basically...when i see kids...i'll tease dem with a "peace" sign....SUBCONCIOUSLY!...dis knife made me peace sign turn into a middle finger thats oh so VULGAR!!...haha...thank god the poor kid's father wasnt lookin at it...if he was...i tink im the one who will see the middle finger upclose.so all of us were lauughin lyk nobody's businesss....everyone were staring..but heck..dis is way too funny!!(nt that i care whther they're lookin anot..)...hah.....sooo..basicallllyy..it ended with us sitting under the HDB blocks...crappin all the wayy....thot i actually lost my ezlink card..but it was actually STUCKED between my FAKE leather belt...GOODNESSS...a sigh of relief laaaa!!!......i was panickin lyk crazyyyyyy....shit..why mus i be so dumbbbb..hahaha

anywayyyy..that sums it all la...nutin much to say todayyy...ahaha..soo..i'll update again wen theres sumtin to update yeA??...Loves all of u peepsss

2006-08-13T09:24:00.000-07:00

ultra boredom again....waiting....for whut i dunt noe whutt..hahahah.....damnnn..anywayy..wanna make a shoutout....for my HAFIZ...ok....nt mine..but whuteverrr,...HAPPY BELATED BDAEEE!!!...AND My marcia darlingggggg............happy bdae to u toooo!!!!..yeey....ok byeee...goodness..i should go kill myself...

2006-08-12T09:48:00.000-07:00

goodness..im lyk oh so bored...im online but im nt chatting....im jus so BORED!!!........dang ittt.....bored bored bored bored bored......since im so bored....i decided to play a gameee.....lets see how many words i can get from the word...BORED...

WORDS i find frm the WORD.....B-O-R-E-D!

bore
red
bod(i dunt noe wth is dat)
boe(still dunt noe whuts that)
orb
rob
bed
dorb(dunt noe whuts that..but it sounds lyk a word..)
i cant fuckin tink of any other words...sigh...

lets jus forget it and i shall NOT inform ppl on hw PATHETIC my life can getttt....

2006-08-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

playing a PRANK on LACEY_GRACE_HILTON is oh so FUN!!!...hahah...damnnn..jus tinkin abt hw FREAKED out she was PRICELESS!!!...haha...early in d morn was called a PIG by her after she found out abt the prank..hahaha..oh wells...but it wasnt a mean prank ryte GRACE???....sooo...i guesss..its ayteee...wakakakak.....anyHOO....today was a study dayy for me...well...it wasnt exactly totally 100 percent-LY spent on studyin(of cuz u guys shud noe that ryte??)...haha...basicalllyyyy...we were all AARON-ing abt...(thats crappin...but in the AARON language...hahaha)sooo...i guess thats all laaa....KHALDUN brought his two frens along...which was okk..cept for the fact that his fren(totally dunt noe his name...)realli LAUGH lyk KHALDUN.....so its lyk when they both laugh...its a MULTI COMBO of KHALDUN!!...hahah...imagine dattt....WACKED!!!...hahaha...he disturbs ppl too mann...damnnn....i tink pasir ris ppl are all WACKED...hahahaha.....soo..nw im BORED...nuting to dooo.....hahah....sooooooooooo..yaaa...toodles!!....

2006-08-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

today was reallli funn....im only gonna tell u abt the fun parttt...cuz its FUN!!....yeyyy!!...anywayyy..went to bugis to have our realli early dinner den all of us WALKED to esplanade to meet amanda and kah hui....oh btw..us meant SA...hahaha...oh wells...nwae...went der....toook loads pf pics..i tell u we were all cam whores...when someone says" hey...i wanna take a pic with one of u only" but it turns out..everyone will be in the picc..hahah...wthhh...CAM WHORESS!!...but we're all proud....yay-ness...anywayy.....guess we all jus chilled most of the timess...yeah..den we totally came out with this lame game of kickin the bottle ard...at first it was only lyk playing monkey...but afterr that it was..."monkey...gorrilla CHIMPANZEE"...U NOE that song....that weird camp songs abt that species which looks lyk uss..hahah..oh wells....anyhooo.....after gettin tired wit that game(we were nt the monkey but we were tired......aaron with the double A was the monkeyy..hes a real lazy monkey)we all lyk change game to "GO JUMP BACK"...basically its a cocentration game where of cuz we hav to cncentrate..hahaha...fucken funny i tell yaaa.....ESPECIALLY HIROO!!...goodnesss...that japanese kiddoooo.....cracks me uppp.....SO ....the whole SA was creating noise pollution and believe..its OH SO NOISYYY.....hahaha..but funn laaaa...hahah....i guessss thats alllll...haha...i LOVE DEM!!!

2006-08-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

yayness!!..im here updatingggg...but..i tink i shud go change the backgrd..fuckin uglyy..hahahaaha...i only chose it cuz of the modelllsss..loves it!!!..ok....goin on a blogskin spree!!

so whut exactly happen ytd??...

2006-06-07T20:14:00.000-07:00

well..in short....ALL THE GREATEST TINGS HAPPEN YTD....hahahahaha...im so lyk hyper early in d freakin mornn..ahahah.....a HI and a BYE can really changed my mood man..hahahaha....i feel so cock up cuz of sumtin so trivial but im lyk so friggin happy..wuuhooo...well..ok laa..and den..lets talk abt the outing with my pri skool bestest ppl!!!!....its was a one word outing....FUN!!...hahah..well basically....it was all up to the BLACK MUMBAS to be looney....ahahaha....pekebun was there as well..taking pics of the grasses...dats bcuz hes takin dis course called....HORNYCULTURE??......or isit horticulture??....hahah..i dunt tink its d first option..jus makin fun of him larrsss..hahahah..we had a fun phototaking session tgt...hahah...being wacky..and crappy....walked frm bugis to esplanade....den to clark quay..hahahah..i tink...cant really rmbr..cuz we were hacing so much fun!!...hahahah.....i missed dem alot sia...my bestest peepssss.....its such a wonder dat we still do keep in contact..hahahaha....yey!!!......gonna upload some picss....wuuhopoooo..check out my frenster yall!!!

yey!!!finally...

2006-05-29T19:36:00.000-07:00

yes3...im freakin updatin u guys abt my life...but actually...im jus freakin bored sia...currently at school nw...in internet and web technologies class....its a stupid class...hahaha....i mean..im lyk so damn bad at computers and here i am..learnin hw to deal with microsoft frontpage...gee...but oh wells...lemme jus get thru dis lyk i do each week...nt dat its entirely boring cuz my classmates are lyk shouting non stop...for no freakin reasons...haha..mad class im in..wakakakaka...well so...the teacher is lyk babblin abt dis..but personally..i tink dat its lyk dumb...cuz we hav the book...and we can lyk so learn it on our own...of cuz la...its jus abt whether we will do it without a teacher's guidance or not...hahahah....for me...i dunt i'll do it if she never go thru...so ok...is dis good or bad?....omigod..im like contradicting myself...darn darn stupid..haix....well..ok la...since im jus blabbing nonsense..gonna go off nw..toodles~

tinking of old times...

2006-05-20T09:09:00.000-07:00

yes...i am tinkin abt old timess....jus tinkin abt it..makes me wonder how i pulled thru all the ordeals i went thru....how strong i was to overcome all dis shit at such a young age...or maybe its cuz i didnt care enuf..and dats y im hurting so much now...in my adolescent yrs....if so...why did i cry every night i went to bed?...why would i wake up each day with swollen eyes,knowin dats hes never gonna be der for me?....damn....didnt noe i was hurtin dis much.....typin abt dis...actually makes me cry....beneath these fake smiles,there's really nothing but hatred and pain....dat sounds so cliche but heck...its the truth...damn..usually...i dunt show to ppl dat im sad...but this is exceptional....dammit.....sometimes i jus feel like giving up..cuz it hurts so much....damn the world...

weee~~~

2006-05-13T01:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday.....i went to kak bas's pit.....ok wait....dats lyk such a boring way to start thissss!!!!..damn!!!...

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HEY MANNNNN!!!WHHUTSUP YALLL?!?!?!?!?!?.....haix..ok...im jus tryin too hard la ok...hahah..nwae..went to changi beach to kak bas's pit...was ok la...only finger food....according to nola...yea....met up with kak bas and all those wonderful peeps who have been missed by me..hahah....yea wellss ok.....beach wasnt dat windy..its been sucha long time since i last went to d beach...but i lyk ecb better....hahahah...nwae....Oral Comm ICA is lyk in 2 days time..and i havent even started on it...damn!!!!...hahah..ok laaa...nutting else to sayyy...soooo...toodles...hey..its been sucha long time since i wrote sumting of my own uh??..maybe i shud start soon..but im nt feelin sad or anyting lately...i tink im deprived of any sad feelings.....hahah...oh wells...nwae...here are some pics taken....ENJOY!!!! *here*

2006-05-11T08:38:00.000-07:00

Ola....im here updating cuz of oh-so-wonderful Aaron who reminded me dat i actually have a blog....so here i am..updating...haha..so hows my life??..im doin quite fine with everyting....hah..today was my one of my stupid days...i actually took the wrong train to school today..i took the one headign to pasri ris siaaa...and i only realised i was on the wrong train when i was in simei...and when i realised it...i was too late....doors were ald closed....why wasnt i aware...oh cuz i was busy studying my stupid statistics notes and my ears were plugged in with "hips don't lie" by shakira ft wyclef jean repeatedly..haix....and i was lyk rushing to school...i made it to school with only 2 mins to spare from being late.....lyk thank god siaaa!!..den i actually saw isa strolling outside...hahah..said he didnt wan to go to lecture..and actually skipped it..hahah....tsk3..bad boy huh??...anyhow...lyk whutever..its his life....lalalal.....

dats all laaa...nuting else to saaayyyyy..feelin ever-so sleepy.....so..bbye!!!

its been such a long long long long time.....

2006-05-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

well hey!!guess whos backback again...nani's back...tell a fren...hahah...Lame Ass as always...so..hey....im jus plain bored la....haha

so hows nyp Life yaLL ask??..hahs...weLL...its ok....abit above average..with rahman aka tyson being in d same class...i've never felt dat attached b4..hahaha...wells....im nt gonna tell every little detail....jus....gonna talk abt today..

so hey...todays fri...but actually...i dunt hav class..but der was poa make up lesson for today....yea...started at 3...finish at 5...den me,marcia,fahreeq and su headed to city hall to jus crap..haha...as in walk ard....yes....walk3...went to bk at marina square to eat...den off to esplanade...to jus chill ya noee....had a fun time talkin to dem..yey!!...haha...laugh and crap and den laugh summore and den crap..hahah...den all of us decided to see alvin skate at somerset...den of we were to somerset...haha...it was lyk 9 when we reached somerset...haha..gt to see him make some moves...Lovvveeeelllllyyy...hahaha...and den he shook his bonbons..haha...NOICE...hahahah...wells...den we decided to jus go home....but we walked to orchard mrt....and den...home was the next and last destination...

so..yes...dat was my day...anyway...SW is one of the most important thhing that occured to me...ppl are fun...they're nt so selfish....ok la..nt all....but u noe..most of it.....anan..im so blessed to hav demmmm....Loves it..ok la....this is gettin boring..so bye!.....

P.S:im changin my skin....dis one sucks!!..*blueks*

2006-04-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

everyday's gettin boring-er and im running out of cash....its so runnin low...but oh wells...whutever..hahaha..im jus fuckin bored uh..nyp's orientation's coming up....on this wed....12th of apr...it has to fall on dat fateful day....and bcus of dat..im deprived of celebratign it with my beloved frens....pri and sec school frens...haix...nwae..spend the nyte with nadiah and din!!!...its been such a long time since i last hung out with dem....it was great uh!!!..Loves it...as usual..me and nadiah got wacky and KRAZEE with makin weird noises..hahah....and din too was lyk u noe...layan-ning us...haha...Loves Him and Her....my bestest pals....im lyk the closest with dem both..hahah..dats all la....nwae...im gg to meet nad tml....gonna go otu and hav fun ya noe...lyk we used too...but such a sad ting dat its no longer with the others...haix..oh wells....good times pass by fast.....damn..i really miss the old times..

2006-04-07T08:07:00.000-07:00

minahs wanna LIE!minahs wanna CRY!minahs wanna FUCK!...oh wells...im jus so so so so so FUCKIN disgusted with minahs....fuck o fuck o fuck o fuck o....lalala....dunt ask y...

so my day was ok..met up with sarah first to hav lunch at LJS dat i didnt finish...was supposed to go to work at 12 but heck...dey cancelled it and dey had to go amk at nyte...im lyk...wth...are u mad??..i'd rather sleep man.its lyk...i havent had enuf sleep as it is..wanna let me work summore....later get scolded..ahaha...den hw?...ya so...den i spend the whole day with sarah and nat...watched keeping mum...bloody hell was it good..hahah...den met up with small boy for a while....lalal....till 8.15...den go back...hahaha....

dats all uh..actually..imlyk lazy to update...so...ya..bye!!

2006-04-06T23:22:00.000-07:00

HI!!...had a fun fun fun day today with my gfs...hahah..started out with me meetin nam and nad and off we were heading to bugis....went to crap at bugis with nuting much to do..jus window shopping..and nam was lyk wastin a whole lot of time at body shop without buying anyting..hahah...i pity the salesgirl attending to us...after viewin bits and pieces of bugis...we all decided to grab sumtin to eat...cuz i was dead hungry.l..ok..nt dead hungry...but u noe...hahaha...after dat we headed to borders at wheelock place to meet kak ayu and kak lin..hahah..found dem..and den off we were to LJS at shaw house...hahah....kak ayu laughs oh so loudly...and den when ppl stares...kak lin will be lyk.."ape stare2?tk penah nmpk org ketawe ke?"..haha..gangsta in d house...nwae...dey are the cutest bunch of ppl uh..who knew dey were so much fun?!!?..hahaha...well...dey surprised me...den walked ard town for a bit....bought a Lame ass calvin klein parfume...hahah...den of we were to esplanade...didnt noe whut d hell we were doin der...but oh wells..ghahah...den to marina square...chilled at Mac for a while...met up with aidil...and walked and crapped for a while..hahahaha..nwae...i bought a ripcurl bag(flash and splash at city link-65 bux),a FOX top(FOX women at marina square-26 bux),op 3/4 pants(OP at wisma atria-28 bux)...i tink dats it uh..hahaha...well..my day ended with me meetin my small boy..hahah...talked for a bit....yea...dats all....

ok uh...i dunt hav anyting else to say...so im jus endign here...nyte!

2006-04-04T20:58:00.000-07:00

i sooooooo LOVE jon bon jovi!!!!hes so so so so sizzlin HOT man!!!...hahah..i jus watched him on oprah and woarh!....fuckin HOT as ever!!!..and gt dis one scene ryte....he was lyk..."thanks BABES"...OMG!!!!....dats so totally my word....hahahah...ok..maybe nt only mine...with nola as well..hahahah...hes so HOT and filthy rich..he donated USD $1 million to oprahs show...fuckin rich ryte??..and hes lyk an eye candy..hahahaha..Loveeeee-Ly...wuuho.....imlyk so hyper ryte nw..jus tinkin abt jon bon jovi....hes HOT!!!!lalala....haix...i want to see him uh..how come he never hold a concert in Singapore??...if he does...im lyk so goin..but see first uh..wudnt be fun to go jus alone u nw...must bring a couple of frens...BETTER!!!...PRAYIN...DAT he comes to SIngapore...hahahaha....KEEP ON WISHING SIA!!!!!!...

**its FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN negligence**

2006-04-04T03:19:00.000-07:00

its been a while since i last updated huh...oh wells...nw here i come to update u with my life...so here goes...

lets talk abt startin school...for some reason...im so not lookin forward to it...dunt noe why...jus dunt too feel to hyped abt it...LaLaLa....skool suck...i jus wanna hav fun...*girls jus wanna hav fun*...yada yada yada...

work...im so gonna miss workin at moto...moto is lyk fun nw...so yea...ppl der are all fun..Loves dem to pieces...gonna miss all the mak ciks and the gossips...oh wells...i can always hav gossips...hahah....but..its lyk wit diff ppl...im lyk even talkin lyk a makcik!!!...hahah..dunt noe whether to take dat as a compliment or insult..oh wells....nwae..gonna miss cik gunting,cik teka teki..hahaha..kak bas...cik su...aww man...jus tinkin abt nt seein dem as often as i used to jus makes me sad...HAD...FAS..HAHA....most wonderful guy frens at moto...if any way u guys are readin dis...sorry uh..if i lyk hurt yall in sum way or another...keep in contact ya!??!...must make sure....hahahah..oh wells...

so hey..whut happened lately?...my latest outin was wit the moto peeps...an outing to east coast...wow...fun fun fun fun..!!!...hahaha...we played truth or dare...hahahah...fun!!...joked lyk mad...hahah..gt dis one incident...cik su actualli used A DIGITAL CAMERA the way she used the normal ancient camere...hahah..so lyk..she looked thru the lens lor....i was lyk laughin the loudest..mean..but yea!!...funny!!...hurhurhur....whut the hell...kak bas's children are all so MOFO cute man...especially the twins uh...fadilla and fazirah..and faresha....and farahin....dey are all cute uh...Loves dem!!!hahahah...

well..i guess dats all uh..nutin much..jus feelin confused dis few days...yea....but cant tell any further...haix...i so dunt noe whut to do uh!!...fuck it..im so bloody problematic!!!...damn...

**its FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN FUCKIN negligence**

dats a quote frm "fragile" btw..hahah

2006-03-19T08:06:00.000-08:00

TIMES???...MOTO???...TIMES????MOTO???...man...i DUNT noe which one TO go..its lyk..if i go times..its so gonna be relaxing..its lyk..i can even lie down to do the work man...but MOTO??.....so bloody diff...its too rushing...and i HATE rushing..and ders lyk a bigger possibility dat we might go home late if i go work at moto...damn...with all the bad points pointin at moto...why shud i go moto..??..wells...i guess im jus goin moto...damn...and i havent even wash my smoke...damn3...

so..whut else can i talk abt?...oh ya soccer!!...was fun man..hahah...matches were great..even the clique was great...such fun ppl...LYK ME!!!...aahah...den..first match against sum team...we won..den second match against SENORE-TARDS...we WON man!!ahahah..all thanz to nola's goal...damn nice...anyhows...its lyk..im d defender of the game...last man dey say...well..i dunt noe whut the hell is dat...hahah..but it was fun la..sum bloody player kept kickin my thigh..oh wells...fun to get kicked now and den...bLeargh~~

2006-03-18T03:31:00.000-08:00

yet again i LIE
disapproving to this fact
i jus dunt noe why
am i loving him only in abstract?

why do i do dis?
is the wrong conscience pricking me?
now HE realises dats somethings amiss
oh pls....jus let me be...

im gettin all confused
abt whether we're meant to be
and im gettin my heart bruised
when my emotions cant run free

ok...dis is jus sumtin i wrote...no connections with whoever...was jus tinkin abt my blog url...u noe...addictive lying...and den...i had an "inspiration" for a title...LYING...yeah..really...got no connection with me...i swear REDZUAN..hahahaha.....wth.....CiaO!!

2006-03-17T00:15:00.000-08:00

f u c k

2006-03-16T06:26:00.000-08:00

You thought you did everything
All I did was to just smile
But to me,everything was nothing
You never knew it was all so vile

Lacking concern,I still strived
Did it all for a better "us"
It's HARD to keep it all inside
It hurts but i know it's a must

Leaving me ALONE,like you always do
Crippled by love that you never gave
Crying alone,FAR FAR away from you
On the pretext that I'm always BRAVE.

2006-03-15T09:13:00.000-08:00

oh my god!!...its been forever since i last updated my blog..hahah...and nw..i finally decided to update it...wells....hws my life??...its nt been goin the way i want it to be...but im copin well..hahah..uh..work's been tiring...most of the times go back late...yeah.lyk ard 11..but the past 2 days...der havent been any work...so im jus chillin at home...ahah..nwae...i dunt tink i quite understand the way dat i am...sumtimes i dunt even noe whut i wan...but theres dis sayin.the person u noe best is u...but contradictingly...dats jus the opposite for me..haha..and im laughin at the fact dat i dun understand myself...i mean...if i dunt understand myself...how the hell do i expect myself to understand someone else?...damn..i've got some big issues to handle..hahah..oh wells...i guess dats jus the barrier that im nt gonna break..hahah...dunt noe how to anyways..hahah....oh wellsssss...

The Sun's rays pierced my eyes

And i knew a new day had begun

Another day to let down this disguise

But in this very act that i drown

Why did I still play this game?

Just be myself I did say

But who am I to blame?

He made me this way

So all this while I played along

Though it left a deep cut in my heart

Knew from the beginning we dont belong

But never once did i thought to depart

Now im left all alone

Shedding tears of despair

Now i feel like hope is gone

And all this didnt seem fair...

something i wrote..way way way way back.....toodLes~

2006-02-28T09:12:00.000-08:00

LaLaLa..suddenLy i feeL Lyk updatin...but ders Lyk totaLLy nuting for me to write...aye..boredom induLges me...oh weLLs...Life's nt dat bored i guess.....yeah...been goin out with peepz...and MOM....yeah...mom...hahah...been doin noting LateLY..aint workin..jus chiLLin at home sumtimes...oh weLLs....so..whut am i to say now??....aiyo....damn Lazy La..bye La...

**chikochikochiko**

2006-02-17T07:50:00.000-08:00

Re:this is Lyk a Bloody routine

i've jus reaLised...after today..dat my Life is LYk a routine...its Lyk..either i go out or i totaLLy stay at home....when i stay at home..it gets so bored....dat i even started doing housework...and worse off....i tink im addicted to it...YESSSS!!!...HOUSEWORK!!!....of aLL tings to be addicted to....hw sad can my Lyf get??....oh weLLs....

so..whut eLse can i taLk abt...i cant reaLLy taLk abt personaL stuff here...cuz i dunt wish to reveaL aLL my PersonaL Life to Let every Tom,Dick and Harry to read...*sucks for u*....haha..dat was a quote frm Light Affair...i find dat quite amusing...nwae...my fav quote nowadays..."did u jus make dat up".....hahah..its great reaLLy....Lyk i tink i keep saying it...and redzuan's sick of it..hahah.....but the great ting is everyone seem to noe where that Line came from.....oh weLLs....

so how am i feeLin nowadays....weLL...its been kinda a mixed up week for me...wad i meant is dat...for dis week...i've experienced uLtra happiness,happiness,major sadness,sadness...major angry....aiya....Lotsa stuff La...aLot of mixed up feeLings too i might say...but im aLways mixed up nowadays...very very very very confused....oh weLLs....

hmmm....i dunt hav anyting eLse to say.....so....bye..

**Liar Bids "Oh weLLs..."**

2006-02-16T07:13:00.000-08:00

its been forever since i Last updated dis pitifuL bLog...but i jus wanna say dat everytings been goin fine..and im gonna update reaL soon....when....im ntn Lazy...hahaha...ryte..i miss my bf...hahahah.....and everyone eLse too!!!

**Liar Lying In Her Own Abandoned WorLd**

2006-02-12T05:06:00.000-08:00

Re:Who noes that finding courses could be so GODDAMN difficuLt???

hahah...frm the nick...u guys shouLd noe dat it wasnt an easy task tryin to choose wad i want to do....those 12 sLots were d most difficuLt decisions in my Life....nwae...i've decided.....these are my decided 12 courses...

1.Accountancy-SP

2.Sports and WeLLness Management-NYP

3.Business Administration-SP

4.Banking and FinanciaL Services-SP

5.Optometry-SP

6.Business Information TechnoLogy-SP

7.Pharmacy-NP

8.RetaiL Management-TP

9.FinanciaL Business Informatics-TP

10.Accountancy and Finance-NYP

11.Sports and Exercise Sciences-RP

12.AppareL Design and Merchandising-TP

yeah...so these are my choices....ya...a Lot of business courses huh??..weLL..im business minded....hahah!!!...whut crap.....so dats it La....dats d entry for today....and btw....i miss my boyfriend so so so so so much!!!....yeah.....see...i toLd everyone dat i miss u!!!...ok crap...peace out!!...haha

**Liar Lying in Her AbanDoned Dark WorLd**

2006-02-10T08:01:00.000-08:00

weLL....i havent been updating for d past 2 days..was jus pLain Lazy La actuaLLy....so heres my updates....for the previous dayz....

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2 days ago..it was...WEDNESDAY!!!!

wednesday:had a kinda weird movie marathon at my house....hahah....started with watchin dis Lame No Doubt introduced by noLa...or shud i say dat noLa is d Lame one??...weLL...whutever it is...it made me hooked on No Doubt's songs man...they so totaLLy rock!!!...hahahnwae..after sumtime faLLin asLeep whiLe Listenin to No Doubt...asmah decided to make the prawn fritters...i heLped to sheLL the prawn!!!..hahah...and so did sakinah....and asmah of cuz...den i fried some fries...hahah..funny sia...sakinah and asmah was scared of the hot oiL..im nt saying dat im nt...but i guess im jus used to it..hahaha...whutever...nwae..fry here...fry der...and food was ready..dey actuaLLy wanted to order in canadian pizza....but i didnt noe how it ended up to dem eating maggi provided by my househoLd..hahah....cute..nwae....so dey eat away....den!!!!...my vcd cum dvd pLayer cudnt work..fark it....tried for Lyk a coupLe of mins..den gave up....so watched it at pc....first reaL movie we watched was SIX..it was a thaiLand ghost movie....yea..and it ended up with noLa,nuraini and asmah sLeepin thru haLf of it...hahaha....onLy me and sakinah was awake...and i jus reaLised dat inah is such a scaredy cat..hahah..no offence inah...but it was cute La...haha..after den..watched pontianak 2...yea...until 7 sumtin...ryte...so dat was my day on wed....

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one days ago it was.......thursday!!!!

thurday:met wan for a whiLe....kinda send him to work....waLked thru CityLink to Suntec..i dunt even noe whut im doin der...hahah...ryte...jus waLked wit him...got crappy for a bit....haha..as aLways...ya..den he send me back to city haLL mrt station....frm der took mrt to nam's house to Look at grave and jus taLk....hahah..yeah...fun havin a BF!!!!...hahah..ryte/...went home at ard evenin....7 pLus La...

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today is.....FRIDAY!!!

hmm...so how was my day today??..its started with me meeting noLa,namira,adiLa,syidah...met at tampines area...den ate at LJS...after dat..took neoprints with my wonderfuL ppL...hahah...its been a whiLe since i met adiLa and syidah...hahah...i miss dem Loads...especiaLLy adiLa!!!....i wanna meet her soon man..hahah....nwae....after dat...gt my resuLts..ryte...its was ok i suppose....wanna noe more abt it...ask me personaLLy....cuz im nt gonna tell here....hahah..dena after resuLts...weirdLy..back home i went..wanted to jus chiLL..but wan smsed to say he wants to meet me..and so i met him ard 6....yea..we jus sat ard......

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yeah..so dis is my Latest update....to those who did FCUKIN weLL for O's....congrats....for those who didnt,uh....keep trying aye??....ryte....

**Liar Lying In heR oWn Dark WorLD**

the topic for today is...FRIENDS....

2006-02-07T03:48:00.000-08:00

yes...today..we taLk abt friends....in my opinion...they are two kinds of friends....first kind is...fake friends...weLL...fake friends...whut dey do is.....dey backstab,bitch,Lie to u...oh ya..nt forgetting bein a totaL hypocrite in front of u...jeez..bitches...these are the four major pointers in lookin for a fake friend in ur friends...jeeez...bitches....yea..back to my topic...u shud jus diss dem...wads d use of givin care and concern if dey dun give d same??...ryte??dey'LL jus hurt u....time and again....weLL...maybe u try to talk it out wit dem....and heck...guess whut..it doesnt matter cuz dey stiLL wont change and budge..in fact,dey get worse....so...why??.....why do u even fuckin bothered to get it aLryte for aLL....heres why...

cuz...u r the second kind of friend...this time...its called a real fren...weLL...basicaLLy...whut a real fren do is show u care,be honest with d other partner,forgiving each other no matter whut and never get offended with ther partner....never get offended...weLL...d meaning of offended is dat u get hurt when ur fren did someting or say someting dat u tink it best...but actuaLLy...if ur fren is a real one,dey wud only do dat to show dat dey care and dey feel dat dey shud noe d truth...who y get offended when someone is being honest with ya..??....so..take it in ur stride and try to change for d better...forgiveness is aLways a priority in any friendship...ryte.....

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some of yaLL may tink,"oh damn...its jus another crappy entry from the Liar".but hey..im jus writin qhut i wanna in my blog...dunt lyk it...too bad...go suck it up...

well...for the fake friends out der...maybe u shud change urself..and be a real friend..if nt..mayb u shud try living alone without any form of communication..so u dunt break anyone's heart no more....

for the real friends...dunt change d way u r....cuz..u bring laughter and joy to others...ayte??

**Liar Lying in Her Own Dark WorLd**

work sucked today....

2006-02-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

aye man...im particuLarLy upset abt work today..feLt fuckin used whiLe workin man..haix...but...WHUTEVER LA...im so fuckin Lazy to report for work tmL...but hey...if u dun go to work..whut wiLL i do at home??..i dunt want to be stuck at home with nuting to do...dats sucky man...so i guess..i gotta come down to work tmL...and be in a shithoLe dat fuckin sucks...damn...workin worLd is fuckin crueL..and i tot TIMES was WICKED!!!!...damn...haix...its so bLoody unfair....fuck...nt in any mood to fuckin update me bLog....JEEZ!!!!!

**Liar Lying aLone In Her Own Dark WorLd**

jeng jeng jeng....

2006-02-05T06:49:00.000-08:00

aye man,today was ok i guess....caught a movie called "Fun With Dick And Jane"....damn..was it funny...dis is nt a qn..but a remark actuaLLy...hahah..it was La..i mean..it has to be..its JIM CARREY man!!!!...he's ma man!!!....hahahah...CooLio...nwae...nt gonna tell u abt the whoLe story..cuz u guys shud catch it urseLf...nwae...watched it at cineLeisure...den after dat bought my chewy chocolates cookies at Mrs FieLds...superb!!!!...the cookies i mean...den took 65 to namira's area to pay my respects to her dead pet who's patheticaLLy buried under her block...hahah...yea...den asked faz and hadri to chiLL for a whiLe with us....taLked crap for a bit and den asked syafiq to come down as weLL....hahah...man..was he quiet..but i guess its aLryte...i tink...hahah...at least he Laughs at some stupid jokes dat we came up with....went home at Lyk 10....yea....tiLL nw...

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------im jus bloggin cuz had toLd me to..hahah...nutin much to say today...hahah..yea...so dis is it...

**Liar Lying aLone In Her Own Dark WorLd**

no title for today

2006-02-04T03:21:00.000-08:00

so...why am i here??...weLL...i guess im jus bored...so..here i am jus typin whutever i wanna cuz dis my blog...

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i cant take dis anymore

its so hard to keep it aLL

as days go by,it's growing more

i'm jus afraid i might faLL

why dis feeLin u ask?

do i need someone to trust?

it feeLs Lyk im wearing dis mask

unabLe to Let it out and enguLfed in frust

maybe one day i'LL find thou

but i hope it wont be too Late

and hate disslove to love and it'LL grow

and i wunt be stuck in dis state

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aye...dis is crap....but im juss letting it aLL out...feeL free to criticise!!!....its a free worLd...

**Liar Lying aLone In Her Own Dark WorLd**

a day at work

2006-02-02T05:06:00.000-08:00

uhm..b4 i start...jus wanna say im stiLL feeLin crappy abt yesterday..but heck...mayb im jus overreacting....WHUTEVER!!!!

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so how was today??....work today was ok i guess...startin was a bit slack...after Lunch den 2k came in...yeah...so i guess we were aLL kinda rushin to finish everytin...yeah...didnt finish aLL 2k...so tmL...im stiLL workin...yeah..but Left onLy 300...wait..y am i teLLin u aLL dis??...haha..ryte..so back to my day..had a G-R-8 time teasing Arfaz...haha..chiLL out dude....hahah...i noe hes nt readin dis...but...i hope u noe its aLL in d name of fun yea??[bet had wiLL teLL him..so had..go ahead and teLL him...haha]...so ya...after work aLL four of us[me,namira,arfaz and had] headed to LJS at bedok...ate der...yeah..was having quite a bit of fun Laughin..as per normal...and gettin to noe Arfaz's brother who's of d same age as me...his name is...Arfa...uh....Arfa-sumting....din quite catch it...so anyway...ya..after dat went handphone suveryin again...Arfaz wanted to change his phone on d dot sia...FUCKIN RICH or whut???...damn...but in d end..nam toLd him not to as she toLd him to survey more pLaces...den actuaLLy...wanted to jus chiLL at my home since im aLone and aLL...might as weLL have some company..but nam couLdnt...and both had and Arfaz wanted to go back to woodLands to chiLL with their other friends...so now...here i am..ALONE....haix...Lyf's fuckin sad....

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dis is it La...hahaha...dat was my pathetic yet contradictingLy fun dae...hahah....

**Liar Lying aLone In My Own Dark WorLd**

caring abt u is d last ting on my mind ryte now

2006-02-01T07:15:00.000-08:00

so....whuts up??...im supposed to blog abt yest..but was freakin lazy...today oso gt no mood and actually quite lazy to update..so...jus droppin by....ya..ok bye...

**fuckin the tabLe and no one cares**

whut i really!!!! want

2006-02-01T07:04:00.000-08:00

this is d guitar dat i want!!!...haix....but its Lyk so un-affordabLe....890++ bucks...to be found in peninsuLa...haix...dis guitar is so so so so HOT!!!!...i'd die to get it..but heck...its jus a pLain,useLess dream..which wont come true....*sobsob*
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------so..how did my day went??....here it goes...
so...i woke up ard 9.30 to get ready to go out to meet the otha ex-2d to have Lunch at sarah's house...it's heLd on account for the CNY...yea...we actuaLLy ate KFC...hahah....ryte...nwae..Lunch was cooLio La...i mean..its been a whiLe since i met dem...hahah...den afta dat..accompanied asmah to tampines to met her 4A peepies...den me and saLLy made our way to sengkang to meet huda and syidah...turns out dat dey would be Late...yea...went der to see adiLa too....see her work La...jus saying,she works at Pizza hut at compass point...ya...den after meetin up wit uda aLL....we ate at pizza hut....hahah...den after dat..made my way home....
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actuaLLy...im stiLL bummed abt the products soLd in singapore....i mean..whutever i want is so un-avaiLabLe in singapore....for exampLe,EmiLy's BubbLegum Lip BaLm...ryte!!!!she actuaLLy seLLs Lip Balm!!...ok..i noe she doesnt directLy seLL it...but..its her product...haix..pathetic sia....haix.....ok.i gotta stop sighin and be happy with whuts avaiLabLe in singapore.....RROOOOIIIIIGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHTTTTTTTT!!!!!
**puRpLe^pSyKeDeLic OutZzZ**

day was fun at the very ending....aLL thankz to....

2006-02-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

hey peepies...to compLete my titLe....it's aLL thankz to muhd redzuan bin suLaiman..hahah...yes my dear...its U!!..but..come to tink of it...it's him dat made my day worse in the first pLace...so...he kinda made it up huh??..hahah..nway..im nt gonna teLL hw it reaLLy went..cuz..its aLL personaL...yaLL..dunt have to noe every bits and pieces abt my Life...so...dis is it...
**puRpLe*pSykeDeLiC OutZzZ**

YEARGH!!!..didnt take any pix today!!!!

2006-02-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

i so totaLLy forgot abt capturin LittLe moments in Life for others to appreciate today...damn...and today was one of d fun-NEST dat i've had with my frens...weLL..today der was work...we sLacked most of d times as der werent much to do....anyway...after work...me,nadiah ex bn,haizaL,arfaz and hadri went to foLLow nam to cut her hair...her hair got the "pom-pom" effect Lorz....CooLio..hahah..weLL..its d jap styLe...yeah...it Looks nice on her....hahah..afta dat we headed to SAFRA Tampines bowLin center to bowL..dem La..nt me and nam...yeah...we actuaLLy got a cab der...hahah..2 diff cabs somemore...hahah..whutever it is...got der..had fun dissing each ppL...ahah...haizaL aka AYAM...was a hard-ass joker...oh ya!!..food der was bLoody expensive..i tink i spent lyk more den 10 bucks just on food dat is SOOOO nt fiLLin...hahah....back to BowLin...Alas....arfaz won..hahahah..unexpected...but true...weLL...i guess dats hw my day went actuaLLy..tho it might seem short....it was weLL spent..meaningfuL...spending time with dem..hahaha...gonnA miSS dem cuz i aint working tiLL wednesday...hahah...we should go out during the Long Long hoLiday yeah guys??..us again...d usuaL peepies....hahah...anyway hadri..if u happen to read dis....GO AND TAG MY BLOODY TAGBOARD U IDIOT!!!...HAHAHAH...thnz yeah had??....
**puRpLe^psYkeDeLic ouTzZz**

day..was tiring but FUN!!!!

2006-02-01T06:58:00.000-08:00

weLL...my day started off when i met nam at my house at 10 sumtin to do our hair....sprayed it....i tot it was ugLy...i was saying my hair...hahah...not nam's...cuz i was d one hu did it...anyway..back to my day...i was supposed to meet other ppL at 10.30 at bdk inter...but everyone was Late and aLas we aLL went out of bdk at 12.00..dat ting we're supposed to go to starts at 12...weLL...heck..it was Lyk a CNY party...CooLio...aLL of us gt hong bao Lor...haha...anyway,reached the simpang bedok area...others ate..except fer me...cuz i didnt feeL Lyk eatin and aLso...i ate at home aLd...so dats y...yeah...den hadri kinda smsed me to wait for dem(him,arfaz and hakim)...but its Lyk..we couldnt at i tot i wanted to go for the modeL interview thingy..but aLas...decided nt too cuz i was Lazy...yea...den EnthRee-U headed to cineLeisure to pLay some car games a the arcade...as usual...dey kicked Ex-BNSS peepz hiney...aye..fine2...i admit defeat yeah guys??..hahah...den met hadri and gang der too...and i was Lyk kinda shocked when we asked dem whether dey wanna take neoprints with us!!!...i mean..aLL dis whiLe i had dis judgement dat STRAIGHT guys dont take neroprints...weLL...i guess dey proved me wrong huh??..d neoprint session was REALLY CHAOTIC...hahah..with nam pushing everyone ard...ahah..but it was reaL fun tho...hahah...afta dat met up wit noLa,nuraini and sakina at starbucks outLet at caLifornia fitness opposite cineLeisure....yea..chiLLed der for a moment..takin pixs and aLL...and dat stupi hadri kept strangLing me....irritating..hahahah...but i guess it's aLL in d name of fun huh??...hahah...afta dat,me,nam,had and arfaz went to peninsuLa to check out the Acoustic guitars and hadRi...!!!..its acoustic guitars...nt guitar tong ok??..hahah...ya...finaLLy..nam decided to buy which one for sakina...afta dat...me and nam went to hougang to give to sakina...den met hadri and faz back at suntec...dey spent a reaLLi Long time playing dat weird car game caLLed maximum sumting...hahah...nt reaLLy sure whut its caLLEd...afta dat.....we headed back home..
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dat was how my day went......nam,faz and hadri were fun ppL to hang out with...we shud do dat again yea guys??...hahah..i had Loads of fun laughin wit yaLL...and at yaLL..hahah..tiLL den...
**puRpLe^PsykeDeLic OutZzz**

my day today......

2006-02-01T06:56:00.000-08:00

so...how was my day today...it started quite as per normal i must say....started wit my mom naggin cuz i was sleepin tiLL so Late...and guess whut..it was onLy 10.30 am...ahahah..my mom's cute...anyway...went to watch movie with noLa and nam...cheaper by a dozen 2.....cooLio...!!....hahah..was damn funny...n d guy frm shark boy and the lava girl was in it too!!...damn good lookin i must say!!...hahahah...tom weLLing wasnt dat bad too...weLL...nwaes...after d movie....went to eat at LJS at far east....*yumYum*...den NoLa had to go back home....so its up to me and nam to chiLL out...so...we decided to waLk to paragon...cuz...we needed to pee...and..when we reached d toiLet...we were bummed....cuz u noe why??...cuz...we tot the toiLet door couldnt opened!!!...we tuggEd...and we pushed...and we sLide....damn...haha...u shud see us...den...high and beLow...dis Lady...came...and easiLY...pushed dis button ..which obviousLy me and nam didnt see....and POOF!!!...the door opened....hahaha...Damn..we were laughin pretty hard...den..we were off to MRs FiElds....yumyum again..ate d cookies..and i bought the rocky road brownie...which i left under nam's block...hahah...bugis was our next stop....to take neoprints.....haha...CooLio....yeah...den was chiLLin at starbucks for a bit.d pix above was taken when we were chiLLin der La.....den..after dat..met my wan!!!...finaLLy....i get to see him after a whiLe...weLL,actuaLLy it was onLy four days...but it feLT forever to me!!..ahahah...whut Knack....spend some time with him...den went back home....
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yerpz....so dat was my long,tiring but cooLio day....ryte....
**PurpLe PsikeDeLic OutZzZ**

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jeng jeng jeng....

*no title for today*

a day at work

caring abt u is d last ting on my mind ryte now

whut i really!!!! want

day was fun at the very ending....aLL thankz to....

YEARGH!!!..didnt take any pix today!!!!

day..was tiring but FUN!!!!

my day today......

no title for today